volume Sixty Five

I don't have dreams like I use to when I was younger. They weren't dreams eithe more of past images of the flames burning up my birthplace. Adamsin comforted me when I use to have to horrible dreams, I got older the less and less I would have them. Now I don't dream at all when I sleep there is nothing but darkness. I'm normally woken up to the smell of my wife's cooking. Every morning is a great one for me being surrounded by people who love me. I arose from my bed, putting on the same clothes from yesterday. I looked in the corner of the room, In the corner of the room. Was the armor I had made in secret for my family to wear just in case. Inside of the kitchen laughter and tapping was being made, opened the door. Walked my way to the kitchen. There were three people in My kitchen, my wife,child and the woman from yesterday. " what are you doing back here!?, I thought you would never come back here.". My tone in my voice was very aggressive towards her, I had to make it so. My daughter rushed over to me hugged me tightly, " please don't be mad daddy!, she is a very nice lady. Isn't that right Auntie Autumn". Auntie Autumn what did I miss while I was sleeping, I don't like the idea of my daughter being close to her though. She is very bad news for my family, I know it sounds bad for me to judge her. I don't want my family especially my daughter to end up like how I did. Constantly fighting for others approval with every once of you being, only just to be handed a bread crum for you efforts. " Why did you come back here?!, sweetie I don't want to be close with Autumn okay. That is not the path I want you to follow, that path is a very rough one that only a few people can go on.". My wife placed the last plate in the table, I've noticed that the silverware was new." Where did you get that from?!, I know you didn't leave the house. You didn't did you?". She gave me a nasty stare, " of course not. Autumn brought them with her, she also brought a lot of materials that we need. Trust me I didn't want to bring her back into our home, these materials we need to grow.". Materials what did she bring with her?, how do she explain it to the guards?!. I don't understand on why she would do this now, seeing how she knew about my life. " why?!, why bring us these things?!", the materials she bought was lumber. Also some fresh wool,cotton,some medicine for our daughter. " look I'm not trying to start a fight with anybody!. Just listen to me, I'm joining you on this quest for the truth. I know I told you that I wouldn't, what I had saw today. Cover your daughters ears please I don't want her to hear this!". I put my hands over both of my daughter's ears, to block out any of the words that Autumn was going to say. " Jim while making my way through Daragain. They were holding an public torture, the whole town was in on it. The children being tortured was a son and daughter, the torture was sexually. A girl no older than your daughter was being used for a stress reliever, her brother well I think was brother. He was nothing but a toilet for free use. Even your kind of people Jim believers were in on the idea, seeing how much money they could make off of them. The bet were to see if they girl could make as many men come to climax before passing about due to extreme pain. The boy would be forced to digest bodily fluids form the crowd, his bet was to see how long it would take him for his body to get a fecal disease. Humanity has fallen Jim, when we find this child. I want to use him to rule over this world, or either destroy it!.". I would love to think what she is saying is a lie. I know that it's no though I've seen stuff like that before. They use to do stuff like that behind lock doors, seeing how the leaders won't punish those. Those type of people aren't afraid of there consequences, I removed my hands from my daughter's ears. My wife's face was covered in her tears, even though she was bright up in a very rough life. She still doesn't believe that the outside of our home is still a hellish place. That is due to my protection of her, I've sheltered her from all of the world problems. So hearing news like this of course it will come to a surprise her, I don't want to world to continue to be like this though. My daughter deserves a world better than this, I might not be able to do so. This child might be able to though if we can bring me to light then maybe he could change the the perspective of others. " why would they do such a thing too children?!, those are kids. They don't know any better. Why don't people step in too stop this act!?". My wife clinged to my daughter hugging her out of fear of losing her. " honey, I've tried to convince the people of this world of their actions. Is against the laws of mankind, they are so lost that what they think is wrong is very limited. They think they can do anything, and everything they do is right to them.". I know she didn't want to hear that from me, but it's true though. I've never told her what I've seen from the outside, cause it's not something I would love to talk about with her. " so Jim are you ready?!".