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the last love letter to Barat

'Is the happiness moment when I'm with you part of reality or just my imagination? ' said Bilya to Barat who was standing in front of her. Bilya didn't expect that her past trauma would make her suffer from schizophrenia. where she cant make difference between her imagination and her reality. because of her condition, she had difficulty for surviving. but one day she fell in love at first sight with a man named Barat, and she decide wrote her first love letter to Barat but she felt confused, because inside her head there were two scenes going on. one scene that shows Barat accepting her love but at another scenes shows Barat rejecting his love and in her mind she see that barat hate her. So what do you think? which one actually happens the reality?

Syafatasya · 若者
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12 Chs

"Shy Princess"

I passed my first day of school without have a girl friends

After 1 week later,

I choose to spend more time in the canteen or just reading a book in the library and occasionally sitting alone on a park bench

During this week I have not been in class because I am uncomfortable being disturbed by my male classmates who are constantly around me.

plus the stares from my female classmate who always looks at me cynically and often talks badly about me

They talk about starting from my simple clothes style unlike theirs full of luxury items, then with my cheap ordinary cell phones not as expensive as theirs,

and they think my older brother Zidan is my boyfriend because my brother every empty hour he stops in front of my classroom to see me and that girls also see me always going and back to home from school with Zidan

And it just makes them like hot jealousy to see me

I just chose silence and let them talk behind my back

I just focused on getting the best grades in school so I could go school at Harvard in future.

On that day,

I sat alone in the school garden laughing when I saw a funny thing on my cellphone,

That day no one came out of my class because I finished my assignment first

and I was invited by my teacher to take an early break.

When I'm busy looking at my phone,

Suddenly the camera flash light is pointing at me like someone is secretly taking a photo of me

I immediately turned towards the camera flash,

and saw a boy with a sweet face, tan skin, tall, well built, short curly hair wearing a sports uniform taking photos at me.

"Hey! "I shouted rebuking that boy

That boy smiled at me so that visibly his teeth were pure white, he walked towards my seat and sat right next to me.

I wonder why this guy is so presumptuous to take my picture

"Give me your cell phone! Delete my photo there! ' I said annoyed at him.

"Ha ha"

He chuckled

"Why do you think I'm taking your photo? "ask that boy to me

"Well that's because your camera is pointing at me! "

"I didn't take your photo, I took this photo" said the man while showing a photo of a butterfly perched on my head.

"The butterfly is beautiful that's why I took a photo" said the man again.

I instantly became embarrassed, and immediately covered my face and ran slowly away from there.

"The butterfly knows that what he landed on is the angel," said that boy praising Bilya,

His two round bright brown eyes did not stop staring at Bilya from behind while smiling sweetly.

***

"Hahaha.. Stupid me! "

"Why i think he take my photo! "

I laughed a little in front of the school toilet mirrors because I was embarrassed

I looked at my face in the mirror, I smiled to myself

"You are beautiful, thats why many people glancing to you" I said praising myself narcissistically while holding my chin.

"Come on Bilya! You have to be confident! "

"Now stop being shy! You have to get out of the toilet as if the embarrassing incident didn't happen."

I try not to be embarrassed when I walk out, after I muster up enough courage I just walk out of the toilet

How surprised I was when I saw the man laughing amusedly seeing me from the front of the toilet

"Yes Bilya you are beautiful! Don't be shy" said the man mocking me.

"What! You're not clear! "I said annoyed at him, I immediately tried to hold back the shame until I didn't realize my cheeks were turning red

When I was about to leave, the man suddenly grabbed my hand

I turned towards him and our eyes were looking at each other

After a few seconds we were silent and looked at each other

I immediately said "What are you pulling my hand for? "

"You like me? "

The man just smiled while giving my cellphone in my hand,

Turns out I forgot my phone on a park bench.

I just kept silent and immediately lowered my head

I feel like I want to disappear from the earth in shame.

"Hey, raise your head shy princess" said the man while holding my cheek and lifting my head

I glared at the boy, and immediately pushed his tall body back and I immediately ran away from him

"Hey why are you pushing me shy princess!"

"Such a shy princess" said the man, blushing, occasionally covering his cheeks which were turning red like he had fallen in love with someone.