The beginning ......

When the brightness of the sun is unable to remove even a shade of darkness grabbing our soul , the day itself become a dark night full of despair , it is called the time when we lose being alive .

My name is Sia , I am the one who is losing the each single ray of hope in my life , my heart is broken enough that I can't feel love from anyone , I am fearing that people will break me again .

I want to cry but my tears are dried up already .I don't think I need to stay more in this planet , but I can't even replace my planet as I am married to a person of this planet " Planet A20 " . I wonder that I am married cause the one who called me his wife is missing from 3 years .....I think he will never come back.

It would be an better option to die , but it would be best option to kill !

I think I will be very much tired and busy in my future days as the list of people is getting bigger day-by-day .

My two children , they were twins .....I don't know where he go with my children .....I don't know if he will even reaturn to me or not , forget about returning...I don't even know that whether he and my children are alive or not .

" Be strong enough that the demons will have fear of you ! " that's my goal in life .

" Do you guys know....we have 2 eyes , 2 hands , 2 legs , 2 ears ....but only one heart ! Cause we need to find another ! " I am going on my way to become stronger .....and find him ! I will try my best to make my children back even it will make me unable to come back .....

Welcome to the journey ....

Me and my husband will meet again along with my children They were just 6 months old when they went away from me .

And in this journey ...my best friend fifi is coming with me , I call her fifi , her real name and identity is a mystery that i don't think about at all .

Let's see if we can make them back .

" Good morning ."

Ah ! That was fifi , I like to start my morning with the cup of coffee made by her and her sweet good morning .

" Good morning " I said .

And as usual , there was coffee right beside my bed .

" Sia , I got to know something...." She said nervously . There was something which was making her worried about me .

" What ? " I said . I think , I should have ignored her that time .

" How are you now ? " She said , and ya ! I recognise that she is now trying to twist the main matter .

" Not good ! " I answered without thinking much .

" Look sia , I heard that the person who are weak emotionally , who are broken can be attacked by air freaks very easily . " She shouted at me as she was worried that I will be attacked by air freaks.

" I don't believe in them at all ! " I said . To be honest , I was scared by her statement ....but , I was not supposed to believe in such stupid things which are never seen by me .

" Sia....." She dropped her sentence in middle as she understood that I would not have listened to her words...

" If you are saying this , then I will take care of me " I said in order to make her feel better .

" That's my sia ! " She yelled with glad and gave me a warm hug !

And then , I decided to take her words seriously ..... about air freaks !

" I still don't believe on my decision but , yes....that was only for her ..... only for my friend fifi ! "