Little Do You Know

"live a day in the life of Alyssa and you'll go insane ,"Lyssa says and l smirk because I'm trying so hard to understand her but it seems that she's the complex creature I've had to unravel "Red."She calls my name takes a deep breath and then continues" l don't know why you stopped me ...."

l cut her off before she can finish her sentence "l stopped you because you remind me of someone l used to know"l state remembering my mother and how she suffered from by-polar disorder and how she died

'My Mother"my facial expression turns cold

"Where is she"she asks innocently

"Six feet deep"

"I'm so sorry "

"Don't pity me .If their two things l hate most it's pity and Charity"she turns to look at me and we my eye contact

"Are you still in school "she asks changing the topic

"Senior year in high school"l can see disbelief in her eyes and wait for her to say something but she doesn't

"Can you say something . Your making me feel awkward"

"Sorry it's just hard to believe that your in high school" she says wide eyes

l roll my eyes and the look into hers and l see lust "Don't roll your eyes like that"see states and I'm wondering why

"Why" l ask and looks at me like I'm a naive little girl who doesn't know how the world works"Stop looking at me like that"

"Like what!!"

"Like I'm naive"

"Little do you know"she says in a teasing voice.I was about to to make a comeback when the driver announces we've arrived and boy is she smirking

l roll my eyes and open the door that's next me and exit the car . l walk around the car and open the door before Lyssa can "shall we "l grin and she replies me

Lyssa Pov

"We shall"she says in a sexy , seductive tone We're at a first class bar and just by looking at the design you can tell it screams money.

We get to the door and the security doesn't even ask for her ID.Which immediately leads me to conclude that she's a a regular here

"ID"The security guard on the left side of the door asks me in a strict tones and Red answers him before l can

"She's with me , Oliver"he smirks the looks at me then back at Red

"A brunette . That's new tired of blond's "The men called Oliver states and my eyes widen in surprise . l can't believe she's into girls

We walk in together and then l storm off into the general floor . She runs after me and grabs my arm l pull it back and then yell at her"You should have told fucking lesbian"

"What difference would it have made . it's not like my sexuality defines me " she said in a calm and soft voice

"l'de say you inheritade your mother's by-polar disorder "l state in a venomous tone

"Excuse me"She says with disbelief written all over her face . To be honest I'm overreacting but l can't let myself get close to her she's young she's my type and she's gay. l can't let this happen l can't let us happen .So have to push her away ,l just have to

"What ashamed of your own treacherous acts .Your mother must be crying in her grave"l can tell she's pissed after the comment l just passed and l hope she can someday forgive me

l can see fire in her eyes and l know she's mad the rest of her facial expression is calm but her eyes can literally be compared to a fire ball"Your homophobic and l get that but can let the dead rest in peace. I'm not one judge but crossed a line usually others would die for crossing ."she turns around and say "If you ever see me again Run .Until then burn in hell Alyssa ."she walks away leaving me in the general floor of the bar . l watch her retreating figure until she's completely out of sight

l feel like a bad person ,l know I'm a bad person . The girl did nothing but to be kind to me and this is how l repay her.On the other hand l did her a favour because anyone who knows the ship rack that is me continues to get hurt because of me .l saved us both a great deal of pain .

l only knew the girl for a couple hours and l was already getting attached and l wasn't even seeing her as a friend but someone who could be much much more. My head's spinning for all of today's drama l take a seat by the bar and order a vodka

The bar tender serves me my drink and starts talking to me "Hey pretty "he says and l take a sip of my vodka

"Piss off"l state and he frowns

"Playing hard to get "he says and l place my hand on the counter and take another sip vodka trying my best to ignore him .He then places his hand on top of mine and l feel inraged by this

"Get your disgusting hand off mine before l severe it from your body "l said in a low vicious tone .There's a glint of fear in his eyes and I'm satisfied . l carry on withe my vodka as l think of what transpired between me and the girl that calls herself Red

RED pov

I'm mad to point

we're l can't even think and for me that's saying alot because I'm always calm. l resort to the only thing l thought l wouldn't be doing today . l enter my private garage and press a botton on the keys I'm holding and my motorcycle roars to life it's a latest model and it's said to be faster than any other motorcycle ever created and today I'm gonna test it out