Chapter Four

He takes one long step towards me after blowing out some smoke.

"Hm?"

I swallow nervously and look around the room. I am not sure what else I expected but normally I wouldn't come into a situation like this but the alcohol man, the alcohol.

I observe him and his little friend is very present- on full display almost bursting through his shorts.

"Sometimes..." I finally manage to mumble.

He lets out a small laugh. "Sometimes." He repeats mimicking my tone.

He sits beside me and offers me his spliff.

Without thinking I accept it but just to ease some of my nervousness and tension that alcohol can't seem to take care of.

He raises his eyebrows at me. "Bad gyal? Neva know seh yuh smoke." His voice is low and slow.

"I don't." I try my best to inhale but it feels like it's going straight to my head when I actually did that but isn't that the point?

Once I take a pull, and then pull in some natural air it smoothly shot straight up to my brain and swirls a bit almost copying the visuals of a drink on the rocks.

"Yuh did go fuck mi fi real di oda day?" He is holding an intense stare.

I notice how big his eyes are and how easily I could get lost in them.

"No." I simply say. "I don't even remember that at all." I shake my head.

Suddenly all the pulls I had been taking go straight to my head and I feel light instantly like I am floating and I am at a comfortable peace.

"Nothing at all?" He presses.

I shake my head once more. "Jus' likkle feel up." I chuckle.

"Yuh did like that?"

His eyes are searching mine as if looking for an answer that my mouth wouldn't give but I nod and he immediately perks up.

"Yeah?" He asks and I nod once more. "Yuh woulda do it again?"

I turn the bottle to my head before taking one long pull. The answer comes out like word vomit.

"Mi woulda do more cause this time mi woulda wah feel yuh inna mi belly."

He immediately pulls the button of his shorts and zips it down then leans back. "Come deal wid e ting nuh b." He smirks.

I look down at him where his friend is trying to escape through the band of his underpants.

In my brain, I am not ready to fuck him at all but every ounce of my heartbeat was being felt in my other brain.

He firmly grabs my chin and guides my head to his member and once I was right above it he uses his index finger to play with my lips.

"A your style this b?" He whispers.

I don't answer- I just look at him through my lashes which cause him to push the same finger in my mouth and all the way down my throat.

Once I gag he pulls his finger out and rubs it against my tongue. I even release a moan I never expected to come about.

"Yuh like that?" He asks me quietly.

I nod and try to say "Mhm" but it comes out muffled as his finger is still in my mouth.

He smiles a bit then takes it out and buttons back his shorts and zips them up.

I sit up, confused while he gets up and goes to the door. He seems like he was about to exit but he turns back around.

"Come here." He uses his finger to call me as well.

I shake my head. "I'm not ready. I don't even know you." I wasn't sobering up but for some reason I am thinking logically.

"Nuh matta."

I sit up. "Matta to me. I'm not comfortable fucking you right now."

He simply shrugs his shoulders then sits beside me.

"No problem." He starts making another spliff while the music from the TV in the living room is still distantly playing.

"You don't want to get to know me?" I ask.

He laughs. "No." He looks over at me. "For what? I'm not interested."

I gasp. "You just wanted head?"

He nods as he takes a pull from his spliff. "Mhm and pussy." He relaxes on the bed and begins to focus on smoking.

I kiss my teeth and go out to the couch to sleep, slamming the door behind me but he doesn't seem to be phased.

How dare he? Nice girl like me and this crusty bwoy only wanted to fuck me. His loss.

I eventually doze off with the only thing on my mind being how could someone be so rude. I am immediately so happy to finally wake up and see Alexia watching TV and eating takeout and even happier to see no sign of either of the guys.

"Wendy's suh early?" I joke and she looks over at me and smiles.

"Nuh badda cuss. Mi eat one a di salad dem first." She laughs and then brings a bag to me on the couch with a drink- apple juice.

"How yuh enjoy yuh night?" I ask her while taking a bite of my sandwich.

She smiles so wide it almost stretched her face. "It was nice. He's really nice. His name is Chino."

I nods. "That's good. How was the sex?"

She shakes her head and swallows her mouthful before answering me. "Yuh nah guh believe me but no sex."

I raise my eyebrows to which she just slowly nods and smiles. "We just talk and smoke and suh. Like only thing we did is cause I was still so horny from the start him give mi head and play wid mi."

I nod. "Sounds fun."

"Suh how was your night?" She asks me.

My initial response is to shrug my shoulders. "Not a ting nuh happen. Jus' guh to sleep right here suh."

"Oh, okay. Any reason why?" She asks.

"Man seh him did just wah fuck me and mek mi give him head."

Alexia gasps and covers her mouth. "At least him honest, I guess."

I shrug. "I guess."

The rest of the weekend goes by in a flash and I finally go home to fully rest. It is already Monday evening and Jordan and I are sitting down in his car in the school parking lot and listening to music.

"What you gonna do when you get home?" He asks me.

"Not sure." I respond. I begin working on my assignments at the same time I get them and don't look back at them until right before they're due and it works every single time so I never have assignments to do. "Why?"

Jordan shrugs his shoulders. "Yuh spen di weekend wid Alexia. I was wondering if you wanted to spend the evening with me."

"Nothing nuh wrong."

He nods then drives to his house near Reading, St. James.

"Hi, Aunty Sherry!" I greet Jordan's mother once I go inside and spot her.

"Hey, baby. How was school?" Aunty Sherry smiles at me.

I shrug my shoulders and grab one of the sandwiches she has on the platter. "It was alright. School is school."

She nods. "How was the weekend?"

I shrug my shoulders once more. "It was alright too. I went out with Jordan and Alexia and stuff. How was yours?"

She smiles. "It was alright as well. I went out myself and had fun. Work time now."

"Sounds fun!" I smile. "I'm going to relax in Jordan's room now. I'll see you soon."

She nods while continuing to make sandwiches.

I grab two more sandwiches then go to Jordan's room and start playing music after I kick off my school shoes and take off my school skirt.

"How was your night with Alexia by the way?" Jordan asks when he enters the room and closes the door behind him.

"It was good." I glance up from my phone to see him take a seat on the couch in his room. "We had Remy Martin and went clubbing."

He nods. "That's it?" He raises an eyebrow at me.

"I actually saw your friend- what's his name again?" I have no idea how I was yet to get his name.

"Which friend dat?"

"The one from the club the other night that drive the Crown." I remind him.

His face shows that he remembers. "Oh, dah dawg deh. Wah him a deal wid?"

"Went to an airbnb with him." I inform him. He raises an eyebrow.

"And Alexia?" He asks.

I nod and he simply shakes his head. "How was that?" He continues.

"It was alright. What the fuck? Why do you keep pressing about my weekend with Alexia?" I didn't even realized it annoyed me so much. "Stop pissing me off. It was an alright night- like fuck."

I rub my head and look through the corner of my eye to see him rolling his eyes. "Yuh so fucking weird." He mumbles.

I grab my skirt and pushed my feet back in my school shoes. "Man, jus bring mi back a mi fuckin yard cause if mi did know seh yah bring mi yasso fi question mi, mi diss yuh up."

He kisses his teeth, grabs his keys and storms past his little brother and straight to his car with me right behind him.

We drive in silence and he drops me off at my house. "I was just wondering what kind of weird shit you and Alexia could be up to because dawg... yuh nuh know her but me know her."

I kiss my teeth. "If a fuck yuh haffi fuck smaddy fi know dem den mi still know her. Nigga, fuck you and don't speak on her like that."

I take a deep breath. "Jordan, you're not being very nice and I don't appreciate that but when we're both feeling better then you can talk to me. Is that alright?"

He sighs and then nods. "Bye, Jade. I'll see you at school tomorrow."

I come out of his car and go straight to my room after saying hi to my parents to take a shower and go to bed.