Additional Chapter 2: Part C
*A single grain of rice can tip the scale. ---- A quote from the movie, Mulan. *
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A mother's pain...
---- Lucy ----
One thing that, Jemmy's death made me realize is that Emotional pain is far greater and more severe than any physical pain whatsoever.
The pain of losing something very precious and priceless...
That Is one pain that must never be overlooked...
It hurts a lot... I'll have to admit...
And for the first time in my entire life, I had Insomnia...
It felt as if, sleep had just completely disappeared from me...
Every time I close my eyes, the only thing I see is my daughter's face...
What I could only see what the image of her breathing her last...
I don't know if I'll ever be able to get over that trauma.
Or if it'll be scarred in my heart forever...
I remember holding her delicate self in my hands fifteen years ago and today I had to watch her leave the world...
With a smile on her face...