The beginning of my downfall

If it was only me ,but it was said that Lucifer the angel of death used to be a wonderful singer . The expectations are the only killing mentality I mean they'll keep on choosing them selves until you learn that too "mom said" My mom is the best she knows what's best for everyone in the house,my Father is strong and strictly but his like that because of my mom ,so write that one day my book be listed number of the world book records. I'll tell you a story ,it all began the day mom left early and come back home early . The day my dad lost his job my mom decided to take jobs , that was crazy as everything at home seemed not working out because mom is always tired physical , mentali and spiritual she's drained. Money started becoming a issue because other people seemed to respect my father because of it ,I mean everyone knew who he wàs nobody dared to look him in the eyes .I want to finish school so I could help my parents it's sad how we starting to lose so much in a such space, the three of us in the house needs to work together she said .My mom some rest tonight I'm going to tell my father to help me cook something nice just to let her know that we see and appreciate her in this house,we really need to Impress her .The best part was being able to smell her , touch her or was she the part?