Lilly
"Lilly," he called my name, finally speaking after an hour of just lying there.
"Yeah?" I asked as I kept my eyes closed, afraid my eyes would give away too much emotion away.
"Do you still want Zain?" He asked and I had to think about this..
Did I want him?
"Under normal circumstances, yes I do but now? I am not so sure. My wolf wants him but I, I can't live with that pain, I can not get to know him better because its just more painful in the end because If I just know him as the annoying older brother I've always known him to be, it is not so bad as just my mate I have never gotten to know. This is hard Dan, these emotions.. they are running inside me at full speed.. the attraction around him is so much. I just can't be around him and I am afraid my wolf will take over and I won't be able to stop her," I spoke truthfully.
His hand squeezed mine as he sat up.