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Having nowhere else to go I return back to Jaden's room glad he wasn't in.

I head to the bathroom and vomit, clearing my stomach still didn't relieve me so I grab a tooth brush not caring who had used it and squirt a large amount of toothpaste, scrubbing my tongue violently till I drew blood.

I felt shattered, the pain kept gnawing in my chest making me cry out reminding me I was utterly alone I always had been.

Rinsing my face with water I look up at the mirror at my puff reddened eyes, and rosy cheeks that hurt, my lips had a bit of a swell and my hair a mess, my reflection matching my bruised state.

"We'll make it" I promised silently, touching the cold glass mirror with shaky hands just like the rest of the other nights; this was one I had to live through.

The glimmering necklace catches my gaze dangling on my neck, touching it makes my heart ache, another lie.

Another empty promise I pulled off my neck with force breaking the chain.