Chapter 39 Decision

MIRANA

I've done, I've done what I have to do but why is it so heavy? Why is it so heavy to carry? I have been guilty of all this from the beginning. There were no tears in my eyes to cry. When I first learned that he was Kid whom I loved in high school, my world was almost ruined. Yes, I admit I used to shame him. I was so stupid because I did that because of my so-called friends and reasons for not wanting to embarrass them and probably someone like me loves a loser and a nerd guy.

But what did I do, I trusted my worthless friends who eventually betrayed me. Those times that he knelt before me and witnessed the students yelling and shouting at anything but he completely ignored them but his whole attention was on me. My heart was breaking when I saw him weeping and begging that it was all a show. He loved me a lot but I just turned away from him and left the men with dreads behind him.