Chapter Twenty One

Ten pov

Me - mom think about it. What will I'd o without you? You can be treated and get better and ill move back in.

Mom- son. I haven't been feeling well in a long time. Its my time. God did this for a reason.

Her eyes closed a little and the machine started beeping.

Mom- just promise me that you will make me proud and go along with this marriage. It will make your father not worry about you. We are both getting old. Stay good in school. Carry on doing your sports Promise you will take your medications and get better for me.

She coughed a bit her hand covered in blood.

Me - mom please dont do this.

She smiled.

Mom- I... love you son.

Me - I love you too.

The machine started beeping like crazy and my dad opened the door.

Everyone was sat down on the chairs outside and looked in.

I looked at them.

They looked away and some doctors and nurses came in.

Me - don't touch her. Judt turn the machine off.

Dad - are you crazy!

The doctor looked inbetween us.

Me - its fine turn the machine off.

The turned the machine off and I stayed calm whislt my father shouted at me.

Me - she didn't want to be recucitated. She wanted to be at peace.

He grabbed mom's hand and I left shutting the door.

Winwin- ten...

I made eye contact with taeyong and I started crying.

He got up and I opened my arms.

He hugged me and I started crying harder.

Me - this is all my fault

Taeyong- how is it your fault ?

Me - it is. It always is. Everythings my fault.

I pushed him away and started to walk towards the exit.

Winwin pov

Ten began walking towards the exit and he fell to the side.

Kun was walking around the corner and grabbed tens arm.

Kun- ten are you okay?

Ten- get off me.

Kun- hey. Sit down for a minute.

Ten- I said get off me !

He shouted at kun and a few of the nurses stopped.

Kun- I get what's going on.

Kun looked at me and sighed.

He let go of tens arm and summoned me to follow him.

I walked after him and into a small office.

Kun- what's going on?

Me - he's not been taking his meds. He beat someone up and aunties just passed away.

Kun- I suggest you all catch up with him. I want to see him in a week please.

I nodded and left telling the guys to come on.

I saw ten in the distance and caught uo with him.

Me- ten?

He looked at me. His eyes were swollen how they usually were when he was in a bad state.

Ten- leave me alone. I need to go to the track field.

Me - track field ?

Ten- I promised.

Me - promise auntie?

He nodded and everyone else caught up and renjun linked arms with him.

Renjun- tenten?

Ten- yeah?

Renjun- are you okay?

He nodded and we got to the school gates.

Me - I can rearrange your try out ten we can just go home.

Ten- no its fine.

We had a free period because we haven't been put into our courses yet so we sat in the lunch hall.

Jaemin- well then....

Ten- so what are we talking about ?

Jaehyun- cigarettes?

Taeil- cigarettes ? Are you crazy?

Doyoung- cigarettes after sex.

Ten- I'm a virgin with ashma.

Everyone started laughing and he smiled.

Ten- just saying.

Renjun- wait virgin?

Ten nodded and jaemin gasped.

Jaemin- I never could have guessed.

Ten- no one ever does

We talked about random crap until I left for the meeting and ten went to the track field with the others.

Me - ill meet you there in a few.