Losing Sight...

I'm currently on my way to the Baxter building and it's the day after I had slept with Gwen which I had enjoyed immensely and I don't think I'm bragging when I say that she enjoyed herself too but I had some major problems the next morning when I woke up with her laying on top of me and I once again used the ol' 'hug and roll' technique to escape from her tight grasp ol' since the hot blonde was luckily still asleep on my arm and we were still cuddling so I first implemented part 1- I first slowly and gently hugged Gwen who was half on top of me making sure to stay in this position for a while as to not immediately wake her up, I knew that she was kind of a heavy sleeper from past experience but I still don't want to take the chance of waking her up, I hadn't actually seen her for a while and the first thing we had done was have sex so I have to try to do this as quietly and efficiently as possible because if she wakes up I'm gonna be stuck here for a while. I decided to then hug her more tightly and slowly began to hug her and roll towards her side of the bed making sure that she is traveling down along the length of my arm as I do, again making sure to do this as slowly as possible, then it's time for the next step. Step 2- immediately after hugging her and moving her down the length of my arm I quickly and smoothly rolled away from her making sure to pull my arm out from underneath as I do so finally making my escape.

After that I had quickly dressed up in my semi formal clothes prepping to go to the Baxter building and I was actually pretty early so I decided to chill out at home but before that I cleaned up all the mess we'd made the night before as I didn't want Earl to have to clean that up and I collected Gwen clothes and folded them before silently placing them in my room where she was sleeping and with that complete I was free to start watching the TV on low volume so as to not wake Gwen and after that I spent time making coffee and a full English breakfast because it's my favourite and I'm patriotic when I feel like it and since I'm not an animal I decided to make another pot of coffe along with a full English breakfast for Gwen and I'd just finished it at the perfect time as I needed to leave for work and so I left the coffee and full English breakfast on the kitchen counter still piping hot before i left the house making sure to slam the door really hard behind me so as to wake Gwen up from her sleep so that she could eat the food while it's still hot and after that I quickly legged it to the car and started it up before driving off as I didn't want Gwen to catch me though I did leave a note that I did have to go to work so hopefully she won't be too angry though I'm not holding my fingers crossed.

And so right now I'm currently driving 'Chantelle' my personally customised Audi R8 on my way to the Baxter building hoping I won't get held up by too much traffic but this is New York so it's pretty much guaranteed though sometimes you do have those small miracles like when you hit green lights all the way to work though I haven't had anything like that happen to me and I very much doubt that's there's gonna be no traffic on the way to work unless hells frozen over and though I was from England in my past life and I lived pretty much my whole life in a small town this was a major change fro me as I was suddenly shoved into a new life that took place in the sting bustling New York City and I've gotta say that over the time that I've lived here I've really come to love it even with all the pigeons and rats, the crime riddled streets and the stale New York air which I slowly acclimatised to, part of the reason why I love this city so much is because is because of Gwen who I met for the first time in elementary school and she was so much smarter than all the other kids there that I naturally ended up hanging out with her rather than fraternise with the rest of the idiots and that trend carried in through they years and we always hung out often going to each other's homes (my parents forced it at first but eventually I started to enjoy it) and she had the same interest as me which was science and she could even hold a conversation with me about it even knowing more than me in some fields.

She was even there when I found out that my parents died and she comforted me though I didn't really show how much I appreciated it at the time since I started to isolate myself from her and everyone else (except for Earl as he was my butler) focusing more on my research to travel to other world that weren't just parallel universes of this one but actual other multiverses but even then she didn't give up on me and came to visit me everyday often just sitting beside me in silence when I ignored her and focused on my research and she did that for quite a while before I eventually ended up getting angry and shouting at her asking why she was still there but then I noticed that she was crying and instead of answering me she kissed me and I forgot about everything else and we ended up losing our virginities together that night and after that although we never technically said it we were 'together' and we stayed that way for the rest of our first year in high school though I still spent most of my time on my research though I noticed little by little I was beginning to spend less and less time on it in favour of hanging out with Gwen, it got to the point that I was spending half the time I used to spend researching actually hanging out with Gwen and I was beginning to have doubts about what I was doing though I never voiced them even though they were there and I really began to fall in love with Gwen but I never actually said it to her.

And then during summer break before my second year of high school which is actually just nearing its end now (even though I tested out and started attending ESU which is coincidently the same place Gwen attends but that's just a coincidence) she told me that she had tested out and was going to start attending ESU and so that's what happens while I started my second year at Midtown high and after that even though we tried we stopped hanging out so regularly often only meeting up occasionally which would only be a friends with benefit sex session which is all that we had time for as Gwen was so busy and I actually reverted back to how I was spending most of my time focusing on my research before I eventually hit a wall and decided to find a way to get into the Baxter building to help further my research (which I've accomplished and am now doing) but that still doesn't change the fact that I was deeply involved with Gwen, even now I'm still thinking of her and I care so much about her that it's dangerous and diverting my attention away from my research and I discovered that once she had gone to ESU and we stopped hanging out so much that she was limiting my research and I think eventually I would have stopped my research entirely if she didn't leave and that's too horrifying to think about so I try to keep my distance from her but every time I see her I'm swept away by a wave of emotions and it's why usually the morning after I run away.

Over the course of the last year we've met up quite a few times (at least once a month, often times many more) and always end up having sex and always the day after I leave her asleep and run away so that she would get mad and angry and stop coming back to me but rain or shine she always turns up and never seems to be angry or anything and so the cycle has continues even though I leave her every time hoping that she'll stop coming because I'm worried that one of these day I'm gonna stay in bed and end up never leaving this universe in order to be with her and I want to fulfil my parents wishes for me as well as my own goal and Gwen is a constant doubt in my mind every time that I see her and so I hope she'll stop visiting me but she never does, I guess she must be addicted to me because I'm practically just having sex with her and then leaving and still she comes back so I don't know what's wrong with her as any sane woman would definitely have a problem with that and might even go as far as to start ripping up all my clothes and shit so I'm really confused by her, she confuses me and puts all my thoughts in disarray which I can't afford.

It's at this point that after navigating and serving through the New York streets and taking some back alley shortcuts I've finally arrived at my destination which is the Baxter building, it's time to get to work and hopefully forget about Gwen for now as even now she's still distracting me. She confuses me...

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