Can I call you

I am Rashi. I lost someone special, because of my attitude, no, not Attitude its Ego.

### Yesterday's Night… ###

At 7.00 pm I received a message with text the "Can I call you" on Instagram, it was Rohan's message. He was my BF… Best Friend.

'No, you can't.' I replied to his message.

I saw he was trying to write something as there was written typing…, but again and again, he was deleting the message as there was blinking of written text typing….

After an hour I received a phone call from my friend Saloni. Saloni is my classmate and she lives in the same colony where is Rohan's residence.

'H…! Hello.' Saloni stammered.

'What happened Saloni why are you sounding scared?' I asked.

'Rashi…! Rohan…' Saloni Replied.

'What Rohan?' I asked.

'He… he is dead.' Saloni said with hesitation.

'What?'. I asked with a totally confused mind.

'He had committed suicide.' Saloni replied.

'What? Why? When?' I said with full of confusion.

'Just about 10 minutes before.' Saloni replied.

'Do you know, he had messaged me and asked to have a phone call but I denied.' I said.

'What… What did he want to tell you?' Saloni Asked.

'I don't know yaar… but I think something very important as he wanted to talk to me before committing suicide.' I said.

'Yes, he must be, leave it, are you coming or not?' Saloni said and asked.

'Yes, obviously I am.' I said.

I went to the Bathroom to change my dress, in between I heard WhatsApp message ringtone. After dress up I went toward my bedside table where I plugged my to charging, I took it and opened WhatsApp to check message it was from Rohan with the text "Sorry Rashi, I really love you I want to live with you but I know you don't like me And I am not of your type, but I can't live without you that is why I am leaving this world. When you receive my message, I must not be here in this world."

I sat down on the bed and got freeze. I was speechless and everything changed into the dark I was unable to feel anything; I couldn't believe that Rohan committed suicide because of me.