Juri letting me choose what to do could be interpreted as her passing me the baton on how we’d go down this path. Going back to the camping center would mean I was also backing out at this. And if I chose the log cabin… then that meant, I didn’t want this moment to end abruptly.
From her words alone, she’s widely aware that we already crossed a certain line that defined our friendship. It’s already more than that. And for her, two things were blocking her way to complete that step. Her propriety and morality.
However, for us to progress to this point, she already bent both of those to a certain extent and the only thing left was for them to break, releasing her from their restriction.
But thinking about it, I initially got interested in her not because of her appearance. It’s those two traits that made her really great. That’s why I’m afraid to break them. If she threw those away then what would be left of her?