Expecting

Cersei lays faintly on the bed Jaime gets in the cabin " come on we are leaving " he commands. Cersei sits up a bit sore " where are we heading to?" Gasps innocently

" to the place who give us this misery we are leaving for North "

" North? What about Robert? What if he thinks I left him? I won't be Queen anymore! Please, Jaime!" She begs But Jaime doesn't listen he grabs her arm drags her to the horse

" you should have thought about that earlier Cersei Lannister "

" But Jaime, wait ... listen to me "

Jaime sits her up on the white horse he sits on the black one himself takes a deep breath " hush Cersei I don't want to hear your voice "he mounts on the black horse starts to ride onto the North. The measter has given them some liquids for Cersei to drink if she feels sick till they get to the North, Cersei is worried about Robert, her later Queendom and her relationship with Jaime, She feels bad to annoy him.

"Jaime? What if we get attack by wolves or other animals"

Jaime shrugs in silence Cersei makes her horse move quicker so that she can ride by his side.

" you don't want to look at me ever again?" She pouts innocently, tears run into her eyes, Jaime sighs " stop feeling sorry for yourself Cersei Lannister !, he says rides even quicker.

With the second sun rising after Twin's short trip onto the City, Robert gets worried and send his guards to find them alive or dead, he walks around in great hall worried he knows Cersei is stubborn what if she ran away? He sent Lannister guards aa well they should be found before their father notices.

At night Jaime stops in a village to eat, he helps Cersei to get down out of horse leads her to the place that she coins drink and eat

" don't call me by mu name we don't want to get recognized. You are Clark and I am Geralt and we are a couple who live in casterly Rock and never have seen Lannisters understand?"

Cersei nods follow him inside, there is no woman in there but Cersei she sits in front of her brother looks down embarrassed for what happened between her and the guard.

" drink your drug" Jaime command and Cersei obeys without thinking then Jaime gets her warm soup to make her warm, order whatever you desire,I have money with myself." He assures her

" Cersei nods starts playing with her food distracting by her thoughts. Jaime eats his food waits for her to eat Cersei looks up at him innocently

" I'm not hungry we may leave "

" eat Cereal you need to eat otherwise you'll get sick " he whispers.Sits beside her " do you want me to feed you like when you were sick in our childhood?" Cersei shakes her head eats a bit Jaime rubs her back to give her comfort, she feels better when Jaime gives her attention .

" Did you forgive me?"

" let's not talk about it right now"

" But I can't eat when you are mad at me "

" Fine, eat you are forgiven " he smiles at her

Cersei nods start eating again, they get rest there and before anyone notices them they start riding onto Ned's castle.

At Casterly Rock, Robert decides to go after his wife himself let Lyanna and Marina in charge in the castle then grabs a horse to find Cersei in this huge world, first he searched City for her told his guards to show everyone portraits of her and if anyone gets to know her drags him/her to Robert.

Guards get separated to find Cersei Lannister in the City, they looked everywhere till one of them reaches to the cabin of the maester and his wife. He walks out when the guard knocks on the door. Robert is on his horse watches them hopelessly.

" Can I help you? "

" Do you know this woman?" The guard shows her to the maester, he remmembers her and Jaime so well but shakes his head to not put her in trouble.

Robert felt the man is hiding something, jumps off the horse steps toward him " You tell me anything you know and in return, I give you a permanent job in the castle " he assures

The maester sighs " I don't need bribe, If I knew where she is I would let you know "

One of the guards look at Robert

" my lord This Maester is a man of the god he never lies " he admits

Robert sighs examines his facial movements and the watch is avoiding eye contact! So Robert orders to search his home when they get in found nothing but dust and books and his wife who is gathering chicken eggs in the stables.

Robert stands in front of the maester who is still trying to avoid eye contact lifts his chib up with his finger " I take your wife with me come and get her back whenever you decide to tell me the truth " he threatens him looks at a guard who is famous for whoring and spend all his time fucking or raping women,

" You there, get the woman we are leaving, she belongs to you till I command otherwise " the guard steps back to stables drags the woman onto Robert, The maester starts begging them to stop the guards puts the woman who was crying out, on his horse sits behind her pulls her closer to himself.

" Alright I saw her!" The maester confess

Robert orders the guard to put down the woman and the guard obeys unpleasant.

" where is my wife?" Robert glares at old maester

" I think she rides onto the North, Her company who was a blonde man wants to do something there but he told her afterward they'll get back.

Robert rubs his chin turns to his horse gets on it " we are leaving to the north " guards get ready to follow him when he said " bring this man with yourself I cut his throat if he was wrong "

They obeyed him and grab the maester puts him on the horse and they ride away as fast as they can, the woman cries out in sorrow watching her man disappear slightly with the sun goes down.

At kings landing, Cersei's spies didn't hear about her for a few weeks and they don't know the next orders. Kevin her especially spy gets closer to the mad king these days and he stands back of him and Tywin in public and private speeches so he memorizes everything to write to his future queen, Cersei.

He notices some unusual talks between Rose and other people who rumors say they are plotting something or she has other lovers but Kevin isn't sure about that, he sent one if maids to search her room meanwhile she is cleaning her chambers but she couldn't still find anything.

In one of the hottest days in kings landing, Rose sits on Tywin's lap smiling rays of sunshine embraces her hair makes then shine.

" you are working hard here and spend money to make someone else king? It's wired, you are an unusual man " she shrugs plays with the bottom of her red curly hair.

" I'm the rich one in the seven kingdoms so they use my money to reach their goals, in return, they help me to reach my goals. He winks at her lovingly.

" But why setting your daughter as the Queen should be your goal? You are young why not be king yourself? A king with power and money all at the same time " she raises an eyebrow smirks.

"It's not how things work My dear Rose " he puts her down gets up to step onto the door turns his head onto her to face her " speaking against Cersei is treason be aware that " he walks out closes the door behind himself. Rose nods starts brushing her hair winks at herself in the mirror " soon there is no Cersei in the seven kingdoms" she admits

At North Cersei feels sick sees everything blurry feels to want to trow up every second now! She lays her head on the horse beck closes her eyes Jaime notices rides onto her stops her horse pulling its bridle and stops his own horse jumps off his horse and helps Cersei down as well sits her aside the road snow is falling from the sky, they are already in the North! He encourages her to throw up the feeds her some of the snow and her drug gets off his own robe makes her wear it to feel warmer, sits on the horse lays Cersei in front of himself holding her with one arm and holds horse's Bridle with another hand rides quickly onto the Castle , Cersei's horse follows them as fas as he is able to .

After few days they can see the castle of Ned stark now Jaime furrows his brows angrily gives Cersei squeeze in his arm she opens her eyes looks at his face, turns her head to realize what is he looking at, narrows her eyes faintly " Castle " she mutters Jaime nods as an agreement " sleep we are getting there so soon " he comforts her, makes the horse run onto the castle.

Robert is in the North now still wondering why Cersei has gone to Ned's Castle without letting him know! The maester notices the empty bottle which he gave Jaime earlier shows it to Robert he gets Certain about tye fact that Cersei is in the North now! He makes his horse ride quickly, He is worried about what her reaction would be when she sees Robert right behind her.

Jaime reaches the castle guards to help him take Cersei into the master's chamber she can't talk clearly and is in pain. When she opens her eyes feel dizzy and want to throw up.

Cat commands maids to bath her, get her warm and clean gown, and lay her on Maester's bed so he can check on her when she feels more comfortable. Jaime stays with her all the time holds her hand, whenever she looks around to search for him, she could find him standing near her smiling at her finally she is clean and warm. The maester gets in checks on her " I'm afraid baby is dead, we have to bring it out of her " Cersei starts to cry she doesn't want to have an operation she can't bare pain! She scares begs them to not do it but there is no other way so Jaime promised he will stay in room all the time.

Cat was the only person in the room when maester relieved that her child is dead so she is the only one who knows Jaime tells her the truth later out of the chamber when the maids are making Cersei ready for the operation.

" tell me where the guard is "

" last time I know Ned sent him to the wall to get some news "

Jaime frowns " what should I do? I can find him there?"

" I guess so if you leave quickly you'll be there when he is still there you leave I'll take care of Cersei, as I did before " she assures him

" I promised her, she will be mad at me "

" If you stay you might not find him ever again he might go another side of the wall as Ned commands him, who knows what will happen next!" He nods turns to walk out and Cat gets in to give Cersei company " Don't worry Cersei you'll be fine " she stroke her hair lovingly

" where is Jaime? "

" He will come back soon "

" I need him here" she mutters her eyes are red from crying

The maester puts a towel on Cersei's nose

" breathe my lady " Cersei struggles to let herself free cries out for Jaime, eventually she closes her eyes and her breath gets slow.

" We must be hurry before she is up " maester admits starts doing his Job Cat sits above her head stroking her golden hair with her fingertips

Meanwhile, Robert gets into the Castle Calling for Ned, finally, he finds him in his workplace

" Oh, Ned I lost Cersei, is she here?"

Ned nods

" she isn't feeling well maester and Cat are in her room sit here till maester let you in my friend, don't worry she is a strong woman you should be proud of her.

Robert nods " I am just im confused why she left! Why she didn't tell me any! Oh Nee there are more than thousands of questions in my head I don't know how to keep her happy so she won't leave me like that again!" He confesses

" you are falling in love Robert Baratheon " Ned chuckles

"It not joke, Ned, Im confused and feel stupid right now " He furrier his brows I don't know what is happening "

Ned and Robert talk all day when Cersei's dead child finally comes out and blood is everywhere, measter finishes his job when Cersei opens her eyes smells blood and feels pain, they give her some liquids to kill her pain and walks out, maids clean everything including Cersei herself and walks out Cersei looks at Cat faintly

" where is Jaime?"

" Just left to get you water" she lies and Cersei looks away at the window knowing she is not being honest tears left out her eyes Cat wipe them all " sleep Cersei you need to get your strength back " she feeds Cersei and stay there till she falls asleep then left the chamber tired one of maid told her to go to Ned's workplace where Robert is waiting all day she sighs heads into her husband's workplace.

After few days Jaime gets inro the wall it took time for him to get permission to get in after a huge fight with guards. finally, he gets there people told him that the guard who he is looking for just left the wall to the other side Jaime follows him quickly till he gets to him at night when a bunch of men is sitting around a fire eat potato and talk Jaime grabs him drags him to stand up.

" what have you done to my sister?"

" what? Who is your sister ? " he gets surprised

Jaime beats him and told him who is he talking about.

" oh, I didn't do anything to him, boy!" He fights back Jaime other men try to separate them but they both are too strong.

" you made her pregnant!" Jaime groans take out his sword the man takes out his sword as well.

" I didn't sleep with anyone since a few months ago"

Everyone mocks him and laughs Jaime attacks him he defends himself and blocks his moves Jaime attacks again he grabs his sword throws it away pushes him on the ground

" I told you I didn't do it you got the wrong guy! " he puts the sword on his neck Jaime pushes his arm back men separate them give Jaime's sword back.

" Go child find the right men then get you revange " he walks away sits again Jaime stands up takes a deep breath puts his sword back confused turns to go but he doubts him why he should tell him the truth? He rubs to him cuts his throat the man falls on the ground blood comes out of it like the red river he holds his neck and dies all other guards stands to pull out their sword Jaime stands against them like a proud lion gets ready to fight one of the guards says " let him go who cared about this bastard of snow?" All nod and let Jaime go he puts his red sword back in its place wipes blood on his fave with the back of his hand doesn't know that he killed the right man or not ...

The next chapter will be clear who is the real father of the dead child ...