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Maybe I will be engulfed by madness

All my knowledge, all that I had learned seemed to be for nothing now.

I closed my eyes and retreated into myself. Maybe I will be engulfed by madness and lose my will to live fully and die. Yes, I should just give up and die. All of my failures and all of this misery just disappear and be gone.

Subconsciously, my lips tried to turn upward, but they stiffened when my consciousness disappeared.

The body became slack just hanging there.

Suddenly, I felt at ease. Time continued to flow.

When next I awaken pain was felt everywhere; Mindspace, soul, domain, and body.

My roaring was silent, my eyes were wide and my nose flared.

I hurt.

Ah… I hurt… I hurt so bad… Ahhhh.

Eyes staring off, I Inwardly whimpered. Eyes which could not really see yet saw. Were bombarded by the images of myself in various stages of pain.