First Feelings
Eleanor recalled the first day she met Rosa, it was at the crowded hallway of their high school while she was trying to locate her English class. As she turned the corner, she collided with someone, nearly sending her textbooks flying.
"Oops, sorry about that!" a voice exclaimed.
Eleanor looked up to see a girl with neatly-styled blonde hair staring back at her, a sheepish grin on her face.
"It's alright," Eleanor replied with a smile, bending down to pick up her fallen books. "I should have been paying more attention,I'm trying to get to my class on time".
Rosa crouched down to help gather her things, their hands briefly brushing as they reached for the same book.
"Call me Rosa," she said, introducing herself with a warm smile.
"And I'm Eleanor, nice meeting you," she replied, returning the smile.
As they stood up, Eleanor couldn't help but notice the twinkle in Rosa's eyes and the way her laughter seemed to fill the hallway with warmth.
"So, Rosa, what's your next class?" Eleanor asked, falling into step beside her.
"English," Rosa replied, glancing down at her schedule.
"Same here! Looks like we're in for an exciting lesson," Eleanor said with a playful grin.
The two girls fell into an easy conversation as they made their way to class, swapping stories about their favorite books and sharing jokes. By the time they got to the classroom door, it felt as though they had known each other for years. As they parted ways to find their seats, Eleanor couldn't shake the feeling that this chance encounter was the beginning of something special. And as she settled into her desk, she couldn't wait to see what this new friendship would feel like.
Rosa, a tall, confident young lady with long blonde hair and striking blue eyes. Despite being the only child of an affluent billionaire, she was surprisingly a very simple and humble personality. Rosa was not one to flaunt her family's wealth. Instead, she chose to dress simply yet stylishly, favoring tailored suits that accentuated her curves and complemented her natural beauty. Her wardrobe was a carefully curated collection of classic pieces, each chosen with impeccable taste and attention to detail. But it wasn't just Rosa's appearance that set her apart – it was her magnetic personality and unwavering confidence, she had a way of lighting up a room with her infectious smile and charming demeanor, effortlessly drawing people to her like moths to a flame. She was quite popular in high-school as a lesbian who embraced her identity with pride and courage. She didn't hide who she was or apologize for whom she loved, boldly challenging societal norms and fighting for LGBTQ+ rights with passion and determination.
Perhaps that was what attracted Eleanor to her, because she found herself liking Rosa so much that it scared her, even though she never really came out to her that she also liked girls. She saw Rosa like a role model, someone she wanted to be like, but she knew she didn't have the courage, at least, not yet.
Rosa felt the same way, the friendship with Eleanor had been great so far , but she wanted more, wanted to touch her, to kiss her, to date her. After ages of holding back, she decided to ask her out on a date.
Rosa's heart raced as she stood outside Eleanor's house, her hand trembling as she reached for the doorbell. This was it – the moment she had been building up to for weeks. With a deep breath, she pressed the button and waited, her pulse pounding in her ears. When Eleanor opened the door, a surprised smile lit up her face at the sight of Rosa standing there.
"Hey, Rosa! What's up?" Eleanor asked, her eyes curious.
"Hi, Eleanor," Rosa replied, her voice steady despite the butterflies in her stomach.
"I was wondering if you'd like to go out with me sometime. Like, on a date?"
Eleanor's expression shifted from surprise to delight, a blush creeping up her cheeks.
"Wow, Rosa, I... I would love that."
Relief washed over Rosa as she let out a breath she hadn't realized she'd been holding.
"Great! How about tomorrow night? We could grab dinner and maybe catch a movie?"
Eleanor nodded eagerly. "Sounds perfect."
The next evening, Rosa arrived at Eleanor's house, her heart pounding with anticipation. When Eleanor opened the door, Rosa's breath caught in her throat at the sight of her – she looked absolutely stunning.
"Hey, Rosa," Eleanor said, her smile sending a jolt of electricity through Rosa's body.
"You look amazing. "Rosa felt her cheeks flush with heat as she returned the compliment.
"Thanks, Eleanor. You look incredible too."
Their evening together was filled with laughter and conversation, each moment bringing them closer together. By the time they finished their meal, Rosa knew she didn't want the night to end.
"Would you like to come back to my place for a nightcap?" Rosa asked, her voice barely above a whisper.
Eleanor's eyes sparkled with excitement as she nodded. "Yeah, sure."
As they stepped into Rosa's apartment, the air crackled with anticipation, Rosa fiddled nervously with a strand of her hair, trying to summon the courage to say what was on her mind.
"Uhm...Eleanor, there's something I've been wanting to ask you," Rosa said, her voice tinged with nervousness.
Eleanor turned to look at her, her eyes curious. "What's that?" Rosa took a deep breath, steeling herself for what she was about to say.
"I really like you...I mean I love you, Eleanor. From the first day we met, there's been this feeling I can't explain, and I can't keep it to myself any longer, I know it sounds weird to say this but I was wondering if... if you'd like to be my girlfriend?"
Eleanor's eyes widened in surprise, a flicker of fear crossing her face.
"W...what do you mean, girlfriend? I... I don't know, I....I really don't know Rosa. I've never really been in that kind of relationship before, and I'm scared of messing things up... I... I don't want to ruin our friendship, Rosa. You mean so much to me".
Rosa reached out to gently take Eleanor's hand in hers, giving it a reassuring squeeze.
"Hey, it's okay to be scared. I understand how you feel , I've been there before, I'm scared too. But I really care about you, Eleanor. And I think we could be really great together."
Eleanor shifted uncomfortably, her gaze fixed on her hands in her lap.
"It's just... I don't know if I can be open about it, you know?I'm scared I might not love you the way you want, I've never really talked about this with anyone before, and I'm scared of how it makes me feel."
Rosa's heart ached at the vulnerability in Eleanor's voice. "I understand, Coming out can be really scary, and it's okay to take your time. You don't have to rush into anything, and I promise I'll do everything I can to make this work. We can take things slow, and if it doesn't feel right, we can always go back to being friends. But I really believe we could be something special, Eleanor. Please, give us a chance?"
Eleanor let out a sigh of relief, grateful for Rosa's understanding.
"Thanks, Rosa. It's just hard sometimes, feeling like I have to hide a part of who I am."
Rosa squeezed Eleanor's shoulder gently, her voice filled with warmth. "You never have to hide who you are with me, you should know that, Eleanor. I care about you no matter what, and I'll always be here to support you."
"Okay then, let's do this," Eleanor said softly, a small smile playing at the corners of her lips. "
Without a word, Rosa closed the distance between them, capturing Eleanor's lips in a passionate kiss. Their embrace grew more intense with each passing moment, hands roaming freely as they surrendered to the heat of the moment. With every touch, every caress, they ignited a fire that burned hotter and brighter than anything they had ever experienced before.
"I've wanted this for so long," Rosa whispered against Eleanor's lips, her voice filled with longing
"Me too," Eleanor breathed, her fingers tangling in Rosa's hair as she pulled her closer.
Their passion consumed them, bodies entwined as they lost themselves in each other, their connection deepening with every kiss. And as they surrendered to the ecstasy of their desires, Eleanor relaxed her mind and body and let Rosa explore every part of her.