Impatience

I steadily and quietly got up from bed, I listened cautiously as I took the noise of my surrounding. Apparently they had all gone leaving only two guards by my door. 

"boss your father said…" I didn't let them finish, and I interrupted "Who are you working for" they both looked scared before getting out of my way. Atleast they had sense cause if they had still been persistent I would have made them regret. 

The right side of my lower abdomen men hurt like hell. I slowly made my way to the receptionist and asked for Mrs Drenzarme"and who might you be" they asked. 

"Her husband" I said and I heard them whisper "so he is already taken how sad". 

I huffed, they thought I was available. When I got to her room she was sleeping, and had many wires on her head. I was shaken to see her this way and thought how she had been managing without me. 

I felt like a jerk, I wanted to wake her up and tell her that I love her a lot. All I could was look at her and nothing more. 

"Sorry love for not being there for you, making you worry and increase your condition". 

I kissed her forehead, then stood up to go. "Please Zard I love you don't leave me" I heard her say as she held my hand. 

I turned back and saw her eyes were still shut but her breathing became heavy and her eyebrows were furrowed. Oh shit she was having a nightmare. If only I could enter your dreams and fight all your demons  for you. 

I sat near her holding her hand as I kept rubbing her face. After sometime she went back to sleep then I went back to my room. 

_ _ _ 

Scarlett…

Waking up i scanned my room, i swear last night it was like Zard came to see me. But i looked around and saw I was alone and all the wires were removed, perhaps it was a dream. 

Talking about Zard I stood up and went to his room, I stood frozen by the door... he was awake. 

I ran up to him not minding we weren't alone and hugged him, "oh my god I missed you so much" I said as tears rolled my eyes freely. 

"Who are you" he said as he just stayed like a statue, not hugging me back. 

Oh lord he must be kidding me..

No he's not, he forgot you

I looked at him then I slapped him

"Scarlett" They all called as they let out gasps. "Are you fucking my mad how dare you forget me" I started weeping again as I kept hitting his chest. 

"Calm down Scarlett it was a prank, I would never forget" he finally said as everyone started laughing. 

I felt bad for slapping him when he was still ill. "Am sorry" was all I could say as I looked and my cheeks flushed in embarrassment. 

"It's alright Mrs Drenzar, I deserve It for fooling you" he said kissing my cheek. I was more embarrassed then I looked at him with a sad face "does it hurt" I asked rubbing his cheek where I had slapped me. 

"No love don't worry" he said and as he was about to kiss me "ahem" I heard Milo say.....oh lord I forgot they were there. 

"well lovebirds calm down" Milo said as Zard gave him a death glare. "oh no Scarlett save me from the devil" he said hiding behind Tasha, we all erupted with laughter. 

"Well Mr and Mrs Drenzar you are discharged" the doctor said making me to squeal in excitement. 

When we arrived home it was only Milo and Tasha that came with us while the rest went to rest. 

I helped him as we walked up the stairs, even though he told me he could manage I wasn't ready to hear it. Milo and Tasha then said they are leaving cause Milo's arm was to be cleaned. 

"Oh lord Zard you could finally take back your work" I told him while he made a fake sad face "am still a patient" okay so he was trying to emotionally blackmail me. 

"correction we both ate so you better touch up" I told him with a smirk. 

I left him lying on the bed as I went I to the shower, I let the water fall on me relaxing my nerves. 

I couldn't remember when last I had a relaxing bath.

When I came out I saw Zard talking on the phone sounding mad... oh lord can't this man rest, well if he can't I'll help him do that, and with that I snatched his phone. 

He looked at me confused before he eyed me from head to toe and I remembered I only had a towel on. Before I could run off he tumbled us over on the bed as he hovered over me. 

His eyes were full of lust and thirst but I won't do anything as he was still hurt. "No" I said as he tried to kiss me. 

"what" he looked at me shocked like he head was going to snap off any moment. 

I pushed him and stood up "you are hurt, and don't you dare say fuck the injury and smash your lips on mine like where in some dumb romance movie" I said taking him totally by surprise. 

He pouted and tried reasoning with me but I was not ready to hear it cause this was best for him. And if he thought of saying fuck it and kissing then he was dead wrong cause we're not in some romance movie with a twig female lead. This is real life and a no is a no in my book. 

After begging me for almost an hour, he growled and went to sleep turning his back on me. 

He could be angry with me but his health comes first, and though I have been craving for him to be inside me but I had self control, besides what could happen in one month without eachothers touch. 

Zard… 

I have been angry and unstable since Scarlett told me that we were going to abstain which was over three weeks ago. 

Many times I would walk around the room bare in attempt to seduce her, but I have never seen a more composed woman. 

Not even my bare state could turn her on, once I even slept bare and kept purposely rubbing my length on her thigh, pretending it was all sleep. 

I have been walking on eggshells. I thought how can a woman be so heartless to her husband whom she claimed to love. 

Zard why don't you force yourself on her...

No no no how can I do that….

Ohhhhhhhhhhhh my mind was all over the place and I have been slacking in my work which was very unusual of me. How can one girl capture me so much, I guess even Milo had notice something was wrong cause he screamed "Zard" then I finally came from my thoughts. 

"Zar what is wrong with you, you have never lost focus man" he said l95oking at me trying to know what was going on in my mind. 

I ran my fingers through my hair frustrated. 

"bro your thoughts are all over the place tell me what's wrong" he said as he sat on the chair across me. 

"nothing" I said sounding so irked. 

Well our interrogation was interrupted by the clock's alarm buzzing. It was already time to go home, "bye" I said to him as I hurriedly left. 

When I came home and saw her walking around in her bikini I was losing the last composure I had, oh I forgot to mention we moved out and bought a house by the hill with a pool and massive hot tub. 

The way the bikini was on her body was static and the sides of her breast were exposed. Oh lord this girl was going to be the end of me. 

Suddenly I couldn't take it anymore and…