Replaceable timelines

Paranoia... has become my constant companion. Ahh... Danny, what've you gotten yourself into? "Thought I was doing something... thought I was gonna get better. " Turns out it was all for nothing, knew I'd be here again. Rock bottom's the only place for real pieces of shit like us... Like me. All that self discovery and improvement didn't mean shit... Or I guess it did, or I wouldn't be here right now... Trying to fill those shoes, re-paint that grim portrait that haunts me... and I did, made everyone proud, even you mom...But it won't mean anything if I die out here. I thought those jumbled remnants of thoughts were the pull of my former self in a disassosiative amnesia from the drugs... Guess it was the pull of a much more treacherous force, wish I could've lived my fantasy out and been happy.... At least you were, while it lasted. "Times almost up, they'll be here soon." TRIGGER WARNINGS: Crude humor, Illicit drug use, Drug overdose, loss of a child, suicide, bullying, traumatic events, Mature themes, graphic violence, death.