Renewal

Chapter 1

The room is completely dark , filled with the ceiling fan noise . The girl is reading silently in dark room while her sister sleeping on the bed . The floor is too cold , she took out the mattress from under the bunk bed , lay it on the floor while reaching out for a blanket on the top bed and lay down , covering her body whole . Then she continue reading her manhwa on her phone like usual .

It is not weird anymore , since 17 , right after highschool , her night and day were swich . She can't no longer sleep at night because of her insomnia . She filled the lonely , dark and peaceful night with all those reading manga , manhwa , watching anime or reading novels . It started with romance novel , but soon enough she got tired of it . The plot it too predictable , and it is not as fun anymore so she moved to action , fun but soon after she moved to fiction . So now she love reading something with any apocalypse plot , plot that include tragic ending or an end of the world .

Living a life as a ghost ain't easy , looking for a reason to live is harder . Deppression and anxiety didn't help either . Her world is that little dark room of her's . Deep down , she wanna get better , she want to have a purpose , she want to live . Maybe if one day apocalypse did happen , if there is tons of monster swarming around the surface of earth , if the world's law no longer work , if the world were to be swich just like how her's did , if the world were to be turn upside down , maybe then she might find a purpose . Just like all those character that are finally alive when the world is ruin .