CHAPTER TWO
Jane's POV
It was Nicholas the soon to be alpha of our pack, to say I was surprised was an understatement my wolf went crazy, yelling she couldn't control herself. I proceeded to speak but was cut off by him
"Let's go somewhere more private he said, my wolf was excited by just him talking. I wonder what his touch feels like my wolf said. I shock my head not believing what I was hearing she needed to chill, but I couldn't help but imagine it too.
We made our way to a more private section of the house where the music wasn't blasting and where we could hear our voices without any interruption
I got jolted from my thoughts by his voice echoing breaking the silence in the room
"I can't believe you are my mate, how and why "
"Excuse me? That's a little rude you know. What do you mean you can't believe I'm your mate.
"You are an Omega a nobody, what use would you be to me and the pack, I need a strong Luna someone who can fight by my side. Someone who can be in charge when I'm gone and not just some burden" He stated coldly his words striking a chord in me.
My wolf was also very furious
"How dare he say's such words and to say I was just drooling over him; this really hurt my feelings" she said.
"You can train me, show me how to fight, make me stronger please Nicholas I pleaded
"I'm afraid I can't do that I have far more important things to do Jane, I'll see you later.
With that he left me with my thoughts to myself, he didn't fully reject me yet he only said he'll see me later he might probably change his mind soon I said to myself, but doubt clouded my mind. I made my way back to the party I mean it would be wrong leaving my guest and just wandering off.
I got back to the party, Anne and a few our friends spotted me
"Where did you go? They asked
"Ohh no where I was just overwhelmed by everything I needed to breathe and clear my head"
"Oh, love come here" she embraces me in a tight hug kissing my cheek
"Hope you're better now "she asked
"Yes, I am, thanks Anne you truly are the best.
I couldn't tell her what was going on not just yet. The party finally came to a close, I thanked everyone for coming, I let out a big sigh I didn't realize I was holding
"Are you sure you're good? You seem and look lost talk to me"
I replied her "It's actually nothing"
"Do not even lie to me right now I've known you since like forever so I know when something is wrong, start spilling she said
After a while of contemplating, I finally decided to speak
"I found my mate"
She squeals in excitement, why are you gloomy about it you should be happy she added
"He rejected me"
"He what who does he think he is I'm going to kill that son of a bitch" she said
"You can't its Nick.
"Nick?
"As in Nick soon to be alpha"
"Yes, that nick."
"I'm so sorry Jane." She spoke
"Why are you sorry, it's not your fault, this just shows I'll always be seen as a nobody I mean who gets rejected by their mate. I sat down not knowing when a tear drop escaped from my eye, with that I became a sobbing mess.
Anne, stayed with me in silence comforting me as each tear escaped my eyes
"You are much more important than you think, you are not a nobody if Nick can't see that then it's his lost"
"I know you are only trying to make me happy; I will never be worthy.
"OH Jane, please don't say this."
I didn't bother listening to what she had to say, I was too weak and broken to respond. I made my way to the room telling her I needed some space, I eventually cried myself to sleep
As, if getting rejected in reality wasn't enough, I saw him in my dreams my own self-loathing haunted me. In the depths of my rest, I was struggling and my wolf was also all over the place which wasn't helping at all. I finally got to sleep a little, but it felt like I closed my eyes the sun also decided to wake up, I forced myself to get out of bed, the events of last night still playing in my head leaving me weak.
I made my way to the bathroom dragging my feet, to say I looked a mess was an understatement, I splashed cold water on my face, looking at myself in the mirror, my eye was all puffed up from me crying through out the night, I made my way to the shower cleaning myself up, I still had to go to school staying home would only make me feel worse.
I stepped out of the room and everyone stared at me fearing to break the silence, I guess Anne already told her parents what happened
I finally spoke up breaking the silence.
"Good morning"
Anne's parent finally spoke, "Hey darling we are really sorry about what happened"
I managed to let out a weak smile
"Thank you".
"You know you could skip if you wanted to today" Anne spoke up
"That won't be necessary"
I explained why I didn't want to stay home, thankfully they respected my decision
Anne and I made our way to school, on getting there I was greeted by a few people who came for the party, it was also weird how this particular set of people bullied me for a very long time, till one day Anne stepped in, with the corner of my eye I spot Nicolas. I approached him before he could run away.
"We need to talk; we didn't finish our discussion yesterday you just stormed off.
"I don't think we have anything to talk about. I don't want you I hereby reject you as my mate.