Second thoughts

It was everything I apparently wouldn't know. And for a change, I always managed to hide my feelings behind provocations and fights. I think blew it.

It wasn't every day that someone touched me like that. And I didn't even know who he was. Can you imagine the miserable life of a slave who had worked in the mines in heavy-duty mines for ten years? I was the type of person who didn't know how to show any feelings.

Puts! And hearing or realizing that someone suddenly cared about me made a huge difference. That was my life and it was no longer one of the unfortunate hybridization experiences. There was nothing left for me. Everything was over overnight. A teenager's dreams and desires did not last long in slavery. I had suddenly grown up too fast. Life had taught that only the strongest survived.

I tried to walk away awkwardly. It was a temptation not to be able to see that face as I wanted. There was an intense perfume that enveloped me and I averted my embarrassed face. could I believe it soon?

-Sorry! - I said quickly and the words sounded so strange.

It was like going back to the world of normal creatures. I was having tremendous difficulty remembering that. I noticed him walking away with the strange feeling of emptiness but I shut up.

- You don't have to. - the voice was still the most angelic in my ears. - It is a really great progress for your fame an apology. A big improvement.

-Don't tempt me. And don't tease. - I laughed trying to show indifference.

Ah, who was he?

-Where am I? How long have I been here since the fight?

He stopped quietly and silently, which bothered me a lot. It couldn't be that bad, could it?

-According to where I came from, for almost a week. It was quite a blow to the hard head he has. My name is Klaus, Zorack.

By the accounts where did I come from almost a week?

I was surprised that his hand touched mine firmly and safely to help me get up. And the light touch like a feather left me with the sensations at the top of my skin. I would love to see his face. He was a stranger to me. And it was a bad business to get involved with someone like that.

I tried to stand unsteadily and without waiting he was there and holding me by the arms.

I blinked my eyes trying to focus on his expressions.

"I thought you were upset," I mumbled, noticing more details. I wore almost nothing.

Who had taken care of me all this time? And then I ... Again, more embarrassed and embarrassed.

I heard you laugh.

-It's not like that for the clothes, is it? - Klaus laughed and the laughter was crystal clear and contagious.- They weren't in a position to be used. I managed to find new ones for you. In any case, the wounds needed to be cleaned and taken care of.

I swallowed. How had it reversed that way? Even without seeing, I could see his muscles that were defined against me as he helped me back to bed.

"Do you have any problems being without your clothes, warrior?" The provocation came amused.

All! Even more so with you holding me. It was enough to keep one direction. Being indifferent and maybe ... The curse was that my heart was in my throat.

-Are you really okay? - I heard the question surprised.

It was not something that was heard a lot over there. Was he worried about me? And the voice was gone. It wasn't the kind of thing that used to happen in my life, making me feel like someone again.

I nodded dumbly.

-You are still injured and need rest. I thought that with all the unfortunate fever you would not survive. I'm sorry for the view, but it will pass in a few hours. I couldn't take it but hearing you moan in pain without being able to help.

I swallowed again.

-You took care of me all this time? - I asked with more surprise. I didn't even want to imagine what it had cost him to get so many perks.

- I'm a slave to Ravenack. No, I am not a host. K'Aldriants are very selective with their food. They needed someone who could maintain contact with other species that were not resistant to contact with them. And here I am.

It didn't make any sense to me at all. Usually, a wounded slave was left out and discarded without any interest. Klaus had somehow saved my life.

At that moment, everything I most wanted was what never had. I wanted to end that unfortunate space that existed between us and know the feeling of being really embraced.

-I'm so sorry...

-Oh, leave it. It was all my fault ... being here. - Klaus spoke with some sadness. - At least I managed to get you out of the arena and keep you away from a furious hybrid when you woke up. Sit down and rest. You won't believe what I got for you.

I managed to smile in amazement. I didn't even know what that was. Smile. It had been so long since they had treated me with respect or someone with feelings that I forgot what it was like. My hands received a small wrapped object. The subtle and light grind made me feel his hands next to mine with the certainty that a knot was going down my throat.

-Come on, open! Open up, soon. It will be great. I'm sure didn't miss the size. I was very careful.

Were you very careful?

It was an outfit. I stopped without any reaction while my fingers felt the softness of the comfortable fabric swallowed another knot. It would be nothing useful with the life I had on that planet. I smiled bitterly.

And the unexpected caught me like the fury of a gas storm so common on the surface of N'Tirlay. I felt his hand in a gesture of quick affection on my forehead and the contact made me breathe deeply and without air in my lungs.

-You will no longer need the unfortunate skin implants to protect yourself from the mine vacuum, my friend. I took the liberty of asking them to withdraw. Inside the citadel, there is no need, although the respiratory implant is a matter of life. After the last fight, I thought it best to also replace it with a guarantee. You will feel much more comfortable.

I sighed sheepishly. It should have cost Klaus a huge fortune.

-I can not accept...

"But of course you can!" Klaus's voice sounded like a euphoric little boy with the gifts.

I could imagine how silly the smile that should be on his face and the stroking so light and gentle moved me more than it should. And also fear. My fingers itched to touch his face just inches from mine and see what he looked like. Fear of what? Since when could a slave expect anything good in N'Tirlay? Fear of returning to the excavation mines? No, it definitely wasn't that. I was afraid of not seeing any more Klaus.

Inside, I still struggled to deny feelings that surfaced without permission. I desperately hoped that my stupid and rude way hadn't ruined everything.

Good was all on my mind, wasn't it? He hadn't given me any indication that he might like guys like me, or had he? all that care ... The rejection of that almost stolen kiss invaded me with more intensity than I wanted.

But all that worry about me and care ... could raise anyone's head. There was an uncomfortable spine cold. We were not in Édrin. I didn't even know where Klaus came from or the customs of his planet.

I needed to see him and touch to make sure it wasn't all my imagination. There were uncontrollable thrusts in the muscles from my waist down.

-I don't even know how to thank ...- I started again more awkwardly.

Mercy. Was it so long ago that I was acting like an animal? When had I last talked to someone?

Again I could hear a clear laugh.

-You could thank me by improving your manners and maybe with a nice meal. I imagine that you should not really appreciate the type of food we have around here, but with some favours, I got the type of meal that a big and robust guy like you should enjoy.

The temptation of temptations. Curse. It was just a meal. I couldn't remember the last time. I never really received an invitation like that. Little more than a teenager had been captured before being taken to the mines.

Was it what kind of meal? A meal that my friends ate while chatting? I didn't want to be friends with him at all. at least not just a friend and I don't even know why.

-Seriously? A meal? No mixtures or protein feed? - my surprise was limitless.

And maybe in a place where the two of us were alone, who knows? My imagination had taken flight. It was foolish to say that I did not imagine the inevitable or what could happen. I wasn't just going to throw myself at him after that out or my rude way. Well, maybe just a little ...

-Where are we? - I managed to say the first thing that came to mind.

- Well, you're in what I can call my room around here. I tried to fix it, but it will do. We will at least have privacy when we are not working.

We will at least have privacy ... Damn! What exactly did he mean by that? Damn sight. What would his face look like? And the colour of the eyes?

My heart was racing in my chest. I started to imagine what Klaus intended with all of this. It was my first time. I had never experienced the feeling of a kiss. In fact, I started to have a certain repulsion for physical contacts after the hybridization experiences. Of course, in terms of knowing how to fuck I did very well. And I never let them touch me or allowed me to caress a kiss. And suddenly there I was wondering what it would be like. I bit my lip indecisively.

I was terrified when I felt the hands of strong Klaus around my shoulders. And it was inevitable to let out a muffled groan of pleasure. in my ears I could hear his voice very low and seductive:

-Are you really trying to provoke me with this habit of biting your lip? I'm not ashamed of kissing a man. I just don't want them to use my body. I want someone special. do you know how many times I watched you fight in that damn arena dying of affliction?

The lips were inches from mine and there was nothing else in the world but the two of us there. There were no excavation mines. There was no planet of slaves and horrible creatures that violated the most basic of the rights of any living being. I felt like people again. I don't think I could ever bear the certainty that he was ashamed of me, even though I was a miserable slave.

Only his hot, uneven breathing sparked me. It was disconcerting. I did not take any initiative. And his lips finally for my surprise came over mine in a maddening explosion of sensations, emotions and pleasure. The taste of it in my mouth ...

-I think we better take it easy, okay? - I could hear his voice trembling. - I'll ask you to prepare a bath for you and bring the meal.

He was panting.

-Like?

It was just a kiss! I was more excited than ever. In fact, as if he had never shared intimacy with anyone before.

-Do you know how long I've been watching you? - Klaus asked the burning-outfit. - You were absolutely beautiful in those combat clothes. I was able to imagine you in my bed from the first moment I saw you. so let's take it easy.

And that was how I slowly found out early on that there was no point in clashing with Klaus. Very nicely, he always got what he wanted.

I didn't even know what to expect ...