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"Why would I do such things? Haven't I accepted this destiny of mine? Am I not supposed to become stronger and helpful? What the hell am I doing here... What am I trying to do, to achieve? I'm no longer human. I can't even call myself a friend, even less a son. I don't know anything anymore, I can't feel anything anymore. God I hate myself."

Lanternnn · 都市
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Prologue

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I still remember it well. Many years ago, our world came to an end.

At that time, I was clueless of the world's darkest secrets, and couldn't do anything better than try hard to get a job and make a living out of it.

With my college's stress, my poverty and my father harassing me for money, I had more than enough excuses to complain about life. "Ah, I wish I could end it all right now", "I wish the world would just come to an end" or "Should I just give up and die?". These were the thoughts I had for years. Maybe that's why I blamed myself for the apocalypse.

Fortunately, I made some friends in my journey. With companions and friends, I was finally loved.

At some point, I thought as long as I could survive in this fucked up world and protect my loved ones, I couldn't be more satisfied.

I was the happiest ever.

…So why did it all crumble away? Why did I lose everything? In this ended world, was it too much to ask?

Till this day, I still ask myself these questions.

Now, I wander around and reminisce of the past, again and again and again. Tired and exhausted, I just hope one day my journey will too, come to an end.

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Hi, this is the first time I write a story in english instead of French, so I am really opened for critisism, as long as it's in a polite and kind way.

I hope you will enjoy my work,

thanks.

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