#Chapter60
He takes my hands, pressing them against his chest, unmoving. /"I don’t mind dying that night if not because of you, Camila, but I promised to come back to you, and that’s what kept me from staying alive. And I can’t disappoint you coming back without Kyland by my side. I know it will shatter my heart seeing you grieving his death while I’m slowly dying inside every day to the fact that I’m the reason for his death./"
/"Thank you, though you still risked your life./"
/"I’ll do everything for you. I may say that many times, but I mean it. I did that because of you, but I will still do it because Kyland is also my friend./"
I know I’m crying again because my eyes are stinging.
We sleep peacefully without my nightmare waking me up in the middle of the night. Pyke wraps his arms around my body protectively, possessively as if I will escape from him when he falls to sleep. I love these feelings. I love the thought of me being his.