how odd?

Waking up to the others getting ready to go I hurriedly got up and changed my clothes that I had little of, to my training clothes and went with the rest of the otsutsuki's to the same place as yesterday.

I went to the same place I sat before and waited.

The instructor was already there so he waited for everyone to sit down.

"now little ones we you shall do the same as before but today it will be every emotion" the instructor said and we started same as before, some needles appeared from the ground and immediately stung me and injected the weird liquids in me.

after a few seconds I felt it.

anger,sadness,happiness,lust,regret and many more all at the same time, but there was one emotion missing.

love.

I didn't have time to think about it much but it stuck with me during this gruelling session. Why is it that love was not there? Maybe they didn't want us to feel it, they didn't have a liquid for it.

What was the reason, did they truly not have hearts, did they not experience love?

Weird.

I set those aside because my emotions were to much. My brain was hurting so bad it was hard to think. I heard screams around me, tho loud, the ringing in my ears was far worse and my blurry vision didn't even let me see them so whats the point of caring.

——later——

I felt unimaginable pain in my head, my body was convulsing on the ground, the screams had gone silent long ago along with ringing.

I was bearly conscious and my thoughts were in scramble but I could still see more needle coming…

-—-later-—-

As I awoke from my short slumber, i could see that I was on a bed my bed too be precise. The mass of emotions had gone away and the pain was gone the ringing was gone my scrambled thoughts were gone. I felt empty, no emotions ,nothing.

I felt nothing, how odd?

Suzukuda came in the room as if he was waiting for me to wake up and said " so how is my little student doing?"

Even his arrival didn't faze me.

" I am fine master, did I pass pass the test?" I said.

" hmm? that wasn't a test, that was training for the test." he said.

'!?!? THAT WAS TRAINING?!?!' I thought.

" does that mean Il be doing it again?" I said.

"yup, and we will be increasing it because it dosent seem like you dont have emotions" he said.

Just then dis I realize that I got surprised and that Il have to do that again.

'ah shit I already got ptsd from the first time' I thought.