Amara's POV
I eat supper alone since my aunt has not returned yet, our dinner hour is always six-thirty in the evening, and we agreed that I should eat first if ever she is not around at that time. I preoccupy my mind with Prince Ben's face and Princess Alana's lovely face. I need to decide now, sooner Princess Alana will learn about us, and I can't do it to her, I am fooling around with them, they will both hate me at the end. I don't know if I can let go of Prince Benjamin, I am helplessly falling in love with him, but do I desire to continue to pretend to be his girlfriend when we are in the forest?
I am insensitive, I can't do this to them, I need to be honest with Prince Ben first, then I will confess to Princess Alana later, she needs to learn the truth as well. I can't be friends with her if I am hiding something like that, they are both good people, they deserve to know the real me. They won't see me again after I came to be the official Deity apprentice.