Weird Feeling

"I thought I told you to stop drinking too much?"

"I know and I'm sorry. I wanted to shake off stress," he apologised again.

"Continue."

"So after we were wasted, we went to the hotel with the help of some of the bodyguards following us." Taking deep breaths, he continued. "I went to take a shower when I got to my room. After showering to clear my head a little, I came out of the shower and she stumbled into me. I was surprised and alert in case of anything."

"Who is this she?" Li Mingyu asked between his story.

"That is what I am getting to. So, she posed no threat instead she kept asking for help. She said she was feeling hot everywhere. The zipper in her clothes was down. It was like she was drunk and before I knew it, she kissed me."

"Oh my! So straightforward," Li Mingyu exclaimed.

"I know right? It was a light kiss but it was heavenly. You know with all these happening, I was still a little bit tipsy. I lost it and kissed her and she responded and the next thing that happened, we were on the bed."

"What she willingly-" Li Mingyu blushed at her thought.

"Yes she gave in but as time passed, I realized that she was drugged and I took her the first time."

"So what happened after that? I mean what happened when you both woke up? Did she freak out?" Li Mingyu inquired.

"That is where the problem starts. I did not see her when I woke up. I freaked out instead. I didn't remember what transpired that night. Wang Tingxiao told me what happened and even played a recording as proof."

"That was quite.. detailed," Li Mingyu said.

"It was so embarrassing. Xiang and Chen teased me about it. But," Li Fengjin hesitated to say what was in his mind.

"But what?"

"I am getting this weird feeling of satisfaction. Like I kind of crave for her but not to you know, to ease my sexual urge. I just, *sigh* I feel like seeing her again. I want to have a chance to know her, to make her mine. Whenever I think of her, I feel giddy."

Li Fengjin turned to look at his mother to see her reaction. Li Mingyu was staring in bewilderment. "I know I sound crazy. I have not even found her yet. I do not even know her name or where she leaves, or what she does. Nothing, I am completely clueless and it is making me go nuts. What do I do mum?" Li Fengjin asked frustratedly as he rested his head on his mother's lap.

After listening to her son, fell into deep thoughts. She felt waves of different emotions course through her. She felt happy that her son has a woman he thinks of. She was sad that the girl in question was nowhere to be found. But most of all, she was confused. There was nothing that her son found hard to find. So why has he not still seen this mysterious lady?

'Is she rich? Or is she dead? No no no, do not think negatively. I need to cheer my son up,' Li Mingyu chided herself.

"Honey, do you perhaps like this mysterious lady?" She trod carefully.

"I don't know. Do I?" Li Fengjin threw the question back to the questionnaire.

"Hmm, the way you were smiling earlier when you were talking about her and the kiss you shared with her, you looked like you were shot by cupid." She chuckled.

"But if you really want to be with her, I think you should search harder," she tried to boost his trial to look for the lady.

Playing with his soft hair, she continued. " But life does not just serve us what we want on a silver platter. Sometimes it frustrates us that we begin to lose hope in what we want. But if you keep on trying and never get frustrated or give up, then maybe you will find what you seek. Do you understand?"

"Yeah, I get it. I hope I can keep waiting because I definitely want to. Thanks, sweetheart. I just needed someone to talk me into pursuing what I want," Li Fengjin smiled.

"That is like my son. Now get your *ss up and come downstairs. I will make brunch. Oh and Ye Chaoxiang called me earlier," Li Mingyu informed.

"What does that teaser want now?" Li Fengjin with a frown on his beautiful face.

"He said that you should not forget about the plan of going over to Yang Chen's house and welcome your lollipop," Li Mingyu said in the 'lollipop' questioning tone.

Li Fengjin widened his eyes in shock and immediately dashed into the washroom. He came out almost immediately and pecked his mother on her cheek. "Thanks for listening to me. You are the best," he said as he rushed back into the bathroom to quickly get ready.