Intimacy- Part 2

I cannot see the little girl anywhere.. where is she? However instead of her I am standing on a open space where there are no trees, no bushes, no grass or any living creature. The atmosphere is blurred due to fog or something and the whole surrounding hold a dark grey shade. It seems the place looks like a cemetery but there are no tomb stones that could find...

So I slowly started walking through the open space with the idea of finding an exist from this horrible scary place.. I think goose bumps are formed on my hands already and I have started sweating even though the place looks colder.

Unfortunately I couldn't walk much longer as I spotted a certain unclear figure who was standing a few meters ahead of me. Then he slowly started walking towards me.. very slowly like one step at a time.. like a predator who is lurking for it's prey.. when he came closer to a distance where I can see him clearly, seeing him made me nearly faint.

I cannot describe him as neither human nor animal as pieces of flesh were hanging low on all over his body including neck, hands, arms and everywhere... and his eyes.. they look blood red.. within few seconds he reached towards me... Actually even though I tried to run away from this scary scene in front of me it didn't work. It's like that my legs are glued to the ground by some invisible force.

Then he grabbed my neck in an instant... and it was like a iron grip.. Is he trying to kill me by choking me? I can't breath.. God.. I can't.. I will die at this rate.. he will kill me... No... meanwhile I hear a familiar soft velvet like voice yet it's so distance... " Sofia.."

But I cannot pay my attention to that voice right now.. Because I am facing a more horrible situation.. It's like I am watching my own death in front of a television... " No.. No.. my neck... please don't... don't.. Nooo!!" And then in an instant my tear filled eyes were shot opened... and tears are falling down like a waterfall down my face. Oh God what was that? why was I there instead of the little girl I always see in my nightmares? This dream.. I just feel like it's a bad omen or something.. But how should I know?

And then I can see somebody sitting on the edge of the couch with a concerned look on his face... Zion.. he must think I am insane.. because I know that I look like a total mess right now.. However I am glad because it was just a dream, right?

So I slowly sit on the couch still having the after effects of the nightmare I witnessed few minutes ago while squeezing my own fingers by lost in my own world.

" Are you ok sweetheart? It was just a dream love.." he is telling yet I am not convinced.

"Huh.. bu..t he.. he.. tried to kill me... he trie..d to choke me to death.."

I couldn't explain that horrible experience I witnessed again.. it's so scary.. And here I am crying.. crying continuously.

I need to stop this crying.. yet I can't. Because it intensified hearing the concern in his voice. I don't know whether he is pretending or really feel sorry about me. However at least somebody is near me when I opened my eyes after the horrible experience in my dreams.

All those years I had nobody who really concerned me.. because each child in the orphanage had different matters and they had better things to do rather than worrying about the nightmares I went through every night.. It doesn't mean I was treated so badly in orphanage but it was just a mere dream to them.

He slowly got close to me like I am some child who needs comfort. Then his huge hands on either side of my face studying my face carefully.. It's like he is trying to understand what is going in my mind. That feeling.. him near me very close to me.. I think I kinda like this feeling.. I just feel safe when he is near me. It's true that we hadn't known each other for a very long time but the feelings.. they are so real.

" You are ok, no one is going to harm you.. I promise.. so sleep peacefully without any fear.."

His calm and composed voice, silence plea made me more giddy unlike ever.. I don't know what he does to me but I am getting attached to that feeling. So without having second thoughts I got close to him and wrapped my arms around his neck and burried my face in the nook of his neck.. God he smells so good...

I don't know why I took that bold step of hugging a vampire... but I needed some comfort I think.. And I got a feeling that he will offer it to me.

And then the next instance I am on his arms straddling while his hands on my hips circling me. That felt so comfortable, protective safe and warm. Even though I have heard that vampires' bodies are cold like ice his body felt like a warm blanket to me right now.

" You are ok.. you are ok.." he is chanting the same sentence like a slogan to my ear.. I think the black t-shirt he is wearing right now has ruined because of my snot and tears.. but he doesn't seem care about that.

We stayed in that position for few minutes in complete silence.. God I don't want to come into reality so soon.. it's like I am getting totally comfortable in his arms. I think this must be the warmth we feel when parents console their children which I had never experienced.

But I know this isn't very healthy and I am trying to hallucinate his kindness into some other feeling which I don't know what. So I slowly straighten my head to look at his face to thank him.. God he is so beautiful.. yes, those intense green eyes, few brown strands of hair has fallen to his forehead and bed hair may be waking up straight because of my sudden outburst, those sexy lips, thick long eye lashes and the dimples on both sides which I cannot see right now... everything looks exceptional.

I don't know when we got so close as I can feel his hot breath so close to my lips... and then he is studying me carefully roaming his eyes all around my eyes, nose, forehead and then on my lips.. I just feels that I am completely exposed to him at the moment.. and I just feel his hands everywhere on my back.

I think I cannot look away from those penetrating eyes like he is trying to solve a puzzle.. I don't know what is happening to me. because his one look make me nervous... really really nervous. Now it has intensified into a huge war in my mind.

So I tried to detach myself slowly from his comfort zone as it may give me a chance to think straight. But then without giving me a chance to think what was happening, his smooth lips on me.. yes they are so warm and soft and smooth.. this intimacy. It's burning me slowly like I am on fire because I just feel it in the depth of my soul. What are we doing actually?

I think my conscious is frozen in another dimension right now.. He is slowly.. very slowly sucking my lips and nibbling like his life depend on it.. it felt so good yet I don't know what am I going to do right now... Is he really kissing me or is this a part of my dream? As far as I concerned I have never had this kind of explicit dream in my sleep so far.

So I blinked twice to make sure that it wasn't really a dream but a huge reality that I am experiencing right now. I didn't know how I should react to this situation as I was never stuck in this kind of situation earlier.. So I just seated like a statue as my brain wasn't functioning very well..

Now I understand why many human girls as well as vampire woman try to run after him. He is sexy, hot, caring as well as having a great personality. Then his great aura which demands the attention of everyone even without trying. It is truly an antidote to the female population I guess. No wonder every one worship the ground he walks. Because right now I am ruined under the effect of his magical lips and the body. God! Have mercy on me.