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"hey my name is not important the content that going to be added is very toxic and dont read this if you want to live longer", our mc wants to die painlessly, so he is gong to try everything he can to die painlessly.

test 1: die out of hunger

"after you become unconcious you will get a painless death, but the way to become unconcious is very hard or even impossible, so just try it out".

"the time is 7:44 pm".

"the feeling of death gives new meaning to my life

, i am going to wake up every single day befoe 5:00 am, it is pretty challenging because i sleep aroun 10 am in the morning".

"11:30pm" "i quited the physical pain was not that much, but the emotional pain by my family was unbearable especialy my mom, i need to give it a try without my family members"

the next day:

i fell asleep in 12:30 am and i woked up at 4:30 am i feel fresher at first but that didn't last long, let's see how the day go.