Chapter 1: Broken

"GET THE FUCK UP BITCH!"

Woken up by the yell, Reina hurriedly gets up off her dirty mattress on the floor. The floor was dusty and some parts of the floor were broken, the room had black mold all over the walls and the window was cracked. Reina's family was very poor due to her father's gambling and drug addiction. They only scraped by because of her mother who worked two jobs during the day. 

"Yes father!"

She quickly put on her uniform for school which was dirty and stained from not washing it for a week due to the washing machine being broken. She headed downstairs to cook breakfast for her mother and father when she saw her father injecting a needle in his arms on the living room couch. Her mother was sitting at the table on her phone, messaging someone who Reina knew from peeking from past messages was another lover.

Reina cooked food for her parents which was eggs and moldy toast. She had no food for herself because there wasn't enough for all of them and if she prioritized herself over the needs of her parents, they would yell and hit her. Reina took her parents plates and started to wash them. As she was washing them, one of the plates slipped from her hands and fell to the ground, shattering to pieces.

"What the fuck is wrong with you! do you know how much it costs to buy new plates for you?! Ungrateful piece of shit, I still need to get money to fix the fucking dishwasher. FUCK!" Her mother said in a rage.

Reina's mother then ran up to her and slapped her across the face and pulled on her hair, dragging her out the door.

"MOM IT HURTS! PLEASE STOP! I-I'M SORRY"

"Fuck off"

Her mother slams the door in front of her and locks it. Not letting her go back in the house.

Reina starts pleading for them to allow her in the house with no response. Crying and sobbing in front of the door for around 5 minutes before deciding to head to school early. It was useless to attempt to try and get back in the house after they kick her out like that.

30 Minutes Later..

Reina arrives in front of the school. One of the teachers in the front gate noticed her bruises and her dirty uniform but chooses to not say anything.

As Reina walks past the gate she hears "Hey Nishimura~" from behind her. It was Rin Daiki and her two lackeys behind her.

"Come with us"

"Please don't. I'm not doing good right now. I beg of you"

"Come. With. Us. Now"

The trio then drags her to a corner of the school, where there's no windows or cameras. Rin orders her lackeys to beat her up.

"What a loser!"

"Jeez she stinks so bad!"

Rin didn't look too pleased and seemed bored. She then pulls out a razor blade and slices Reina's arms with it multiple times. It was then she seemed to smile viciously while the other two start laughing.

"Someone like you doesn't deserve to live" Rin then kicks her in the face. Reina rolls in the ground, dizzy and bleeding from her lip. Rin then grabs her face and pulls out her phone, taking a picture and then showing her the photo.

"Aren't you better looking like this?"

It was then something broke in her.

Why did I do to deserve this?

What did I do to them?

Why me?

Why?

All I tried to do is get away from them!

I hate this

I hate them so much...

My parents

These fucking assholes..

Everything..

I'm tired..

I don't care anymore..

"HAAHA she's broken"

"Look at her face pffft"

"Her face looks like a chipmunk! LOL"

As Rin turned her face away to start talking to her lackeys, Reina grabs the razor blade from her hands and slashes her face, making her fall to the ground and grab her face

"AGHHHHHHHHHH"

Reina then gets on top of Rin and proceeds to move Rin's hands away to then stab her in the face multiple times. In the beginning, Rin screamed so loud and as Reina kept stabbing and stabbing. It got quieter and quieter until it was quiet. it was almost...

Peaceful.

Before she realized it, Rin's friends were long gone. Reina looked down and she saw Rin's face which was once very beautiful, mutilated into an unrecognizable mush. It was then Reina started to smile and laugh uncontrollably with tears in her eyes. it was like a large weight was lifted off her shoulders.

"What do I do now?" Reina thought and she realized that Rin's friends likely were going to get the police to come and catch her. Reina then had a sudden thought.

Her parents.

Reina started to run out the school premises, heading to her parents house. It took around 15 minutes of sprinting to her house until finally arriving at her house. Luckily, the police haven't arrived at her house yet. Reina started to then bang on the door repeatedly to no end until someone opened the door.

Her mother.

"What the fuck do you want?!?!" Reina!?!?! I thought I told you to..."

Her mother was yelling at her until she suddenly stopped talking as she saw her daughter with a razor blade in her hands and blood all over her.

"What the fu-" Before she started to say anything else, Reina slashed her throat with the razor blade. Her mother fell to the ground and was gurgling blood from her mouth with tears in her eyes. Reina watched as her mother was groveling and squirming on the ground towards the door for a few minutes until finally, her mother stopped moving forever.

Then turned around to see her father who was semi-conscious on the couch due to the drugs he injected into himself. She slowly walked to the front of the couch and started to stab her father repeatedly, hearing his screams which were so loud that the neighbors probably heard him and were most likely calling the police. This went on for a few minutes until body went limp and it was then she felt the happiest in her life now that nearly all her problems were erased. There was only one more thing to erase which was...

Herself.

She went to her parent's room to the nightstand and opened the drawer of the nightstand where she picked up a handgun which was fully loaded.

Reina then heard the front door break so she ran towards the door with her handgun in her hands. She then saw 5 police officers with guns pointed at her.

"Drop the gun! NOW!"

Reina saw their expressions, each officer having varying expressions of sadness or anger. She smiled at them and proceeded to lift the gun towards the side of her head. 

"Fuck you" Reina said as she pulled the trigger

BAM

....

"Darkness? everything is black." Reina said as she woke up in the middle of.... nothingness. It was a blank void which was around her. She didn't know how to describe it.

"Is this the afterlife? Not quite as holy as I thought... but I guess I don't deserve the "holy" part so I assume this is hell maybe?"

It was then the black dark void turned into a blank white room with a door. A... Person? It was humanoid in nature, but it didn't have any features as it was made of light. It came from the door and introduced itself.

"Hello. I am what you call God"