Chapter 101 Ache Of Losing

AMY POV :

I have become a hopeless case, and my mother has started to get anxious about it.

Although she didn’t speak of it, I know well, she is hell worried by the sudden change in my behavior.

Even I am surprised by this sudden pain of loss in me.

I am still not ready to accept that I have lost anything by ending my relationship with Derek.

I suffered no loss in it at all.

Instead, I have saved myself from a huge loss.

So then why am I not feeling grateful??

Why?

“Amy…” My mother gave me an anxious look, and I knew well, an argument is going to begin, hence, I instantly excused myself from her.

“Mother, I am going for a walk.”

Taking the home key, I left my house without another word.

BOOM

Outside, I walked around blankly with my emotions getting heavy again, I shouldn’t be missing Derek but hell I am.

Each second with the realization of his presence gone from my life was a terrible ache in my heart.