crying for birth

I can't believe, bear hold chin out of nowhere, he looks into her eyes, so passionately, if I didn't stop him then, he will kiss her.

" what are you doing with her, don't you have any respect for women"

I hold his hand, to stop him to make move on her, his reaction was

" don't worry kids, I am just testing you, so please just calm down, I am not interested in a girl who is younger than me"

he smiles and trying to control things, I think I should show more emotion, or otherwise, they can harm her.

" if you all had enough, then tell me what you want from me, or I am just going with her"

" calm down, it getting so late, it will be so dangerous outside, just stay here"

are you fucking kidding me, if she stays here, then we are the ones who are in danger, just let leave,e, please?

" she is just a normal girl, I don't think it alright to talk about it, right now"

marry:- " don't worry about her, I will take care of her, so you can relax today, this place is not dangerous.

me:- what are you talking about, you don't have to worry about me, don't act like I am your child.

marry:- I would never try to take any place in your heart, I know I am her assistant, you might suspect me, but they're nothing in between me and your father

she is just 35 years old and my father was 40, I know it is not too much, but I will never let her take place of my mother in my heart.

after this conversation, we all sit and talk about my past and next plan.

wolf:- tell me about your dream, what are you going to do in future, are you going to take that path, which your father follow.

wolf is a curious one, candy is serious, the bear is both, he is twisted, as his personality always change.

me:-" I haven't thought anything, and I don't think I could be any help for you, because I am nothing like my father.

candy:- " that true you can never take your father place, but we are not after what your father can do, what we really after what you can do.

me:- " who already decided what you want, so just spill it out what is your goal"

bear:- what we really what from you, is your power of a name, which is given by your father to you, and use that power and your mind to win the right to let vampires like us, to treated like normal humans, and no more killing of vampire.

me:- what do you think, I am some kind of Jin who can make you wish true in second, and I am not interested.

bear:- don't tell me that day, when your world flipped, tell us about what happened that night.

when I heard him talking about that night when my family was killed, I couldn't stop myself, I think I want someone who can listen to me.

me:- yes I remember that night, I was sleeping in my room, and my mother was killed by 5 men, I couldn't even forget that my sister abandoned me, I can't forget that next was my birthday, I was just wondering on street at my birthday.

oh, what I did I talk more than I should reveal, she can use my information to blackmail me.

something was strange, she look different, I can only think of one emotion, "frustration"

" Whatever, I don't care about my past, I don't care about I lost everything that day, I just don't want to get my hand dirty, I don't feel anything, I am not interested in social work"

candy:- what you want to see, many people are suffering, you are the one you can help us, don't show back now, I know you can. and only you can.

bear:- what you want, there are so many people, who have the same fate as your family, don't you want to protect another smile.

me:- you know what I had enough, you are just selfish, who are afraid to be like me, you scared to lose your loved one, what I have nothing and I am not your pawn, who act as you said.

I hold her hand and take her out with me.

candy:- look at her, what happen to her, don't you feel sympathy, for her, she is just the same age as you, and she also suffered like you.

bear:- just look at her, and then make your decision.

I didn't look back, I just go on, but I just give a reply.

me:- I don't care, even if hundreds of people suffer, it is not like I could become normal as when I was a child.

I go home with her, if she stays there then, there is a chance that police might follow, and they find out about that casino, and I should tell her not to report anything about them.

I take her home, when we reach home, I show her the room of my sister.

" do you need anything, would you like to eat anything, I clear that first, I will not let go tonight, I know you are a police officer, but I will not going to take risk of losing you, and I don't want to be caught by the police"

" you afraid of being caught, but yet you still, worry about me, who is a police officer, I didn't know much more, but why you aren't helping another vampire"

" don't worry about it, I just don't trust myself and I am waiting for that day when the dead will stand at my door because I am going to well come it"

I went to sleep in my room, I fall asleep, it was 5:00 am, my eyes open, I remember that I forgot to talk to her, not to report anything.

I go down, when I open her room, she was still awake, she holding her head, she was crying, she look mentally broken down.

" what happen, did you saw, nightmare or something bother you, is that what happen to that girl at the casino"

I was just standing in front of her and watching her when I heard her reason for being so sad, I feel like a landslide from my feet.

" you are the one I am looking for, you are that vampire, who killed my father, I am so mad at me when I hear about my father died, I was so mad at the vampire, now you standing near me, and I can't bring my self to kill you, who I am, I am evil, I betraying my father"

" why is that, why you calling yourself traitor, what you did, to deserve that title"

" you killed my father, you make my family hurt, you hurt me, you give me so much pain, it just normal that I should kill you, where my hatred goes, I don't want to betray me father, I was his daughter"

" I can accept that you can say something like that, you can kill me I appreciate it, but it will leave you with emptiness like me, it not because I don't want to die, or anything, I just want to you see the truth"

she is mentally disturbed, her hand were shaking, she is fighting a battle, she made herself to kill me, but she can't do that, her hand were shaking, I know I should hold her hand and protect from herself.

" I think you are just weak to kill me"

" what are you talking about, I know you are a vampire, you put some kind of spell on me don't you"

she loses her mind, before she kills herself, I knock her out, I don't kill her, I just unconscious her, because when milk over boiled, we should just close stock.

after shutting her up, I go to sleep again, I wonder what kind of dream she going to think about.

when in vampire, it is normal to dream about vampires and some time they are rare, some rare as wet dreams because we are lusty after blood.

it does not like we staring blood from beautiful humans, but blood from any human works for us.