MYS 227 Distrust each other 

MYS 227

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  I don't believe or suspect that Jono will say something that I can't say. The word break up has echoed in my head every day. But I'm too cowardly to discuss it with Jono. 

  It was Jono's turn to say this in front of my face, both cheeks and whole body heated up. Disbelief and surprise weighed on my lips to speak just evasively. Only my eyes widened in disbelief of the situation. 

  "If that's what you're thinking then I can't say anything else. What's caught in your mind is just like the past wind that you're trying to blow onto me?" I don't know where such thoughts come from. 

  "What kind of analogy is that?" asked Jono tilting his head to the left. 

  "Like I'm confused why you suddenly said that. If that's what you want then do it." The answer I have found a rhythm to balance myself.