Ep19 - Home

Jungkook takes you to some drive so you can relax your mind for a while. He keeps checking on you. After 2 hours, both of you went home.

Jungkook: We're home.

He said when both of you got into the house. You follow behind him. Your face was swollen due to crying. You keep sniffing.

Jin: Hawasa, are you okay?

You just nod.

Yoongi: Jimin..

He signal Jimin to apologize. But before Jimin says anything, you excuse yourself and go upstairs. After you get out of the bathroom, you shocked to see Yoongi sit at your study table.

Hawasa: What are you doing in my room, oppa?

He turn to look at you.

Yoongi: I'm bringing you some food. Jungkook told me that you still didn't eat anything.

Hawasa: I'm not hungry. So, please leave.

Yoongi: I won't leave until you finish your food.

Hawasa: Oppa, please..

Yoongi: I won't.

You sighed. You take the food tray and bring it to your bed.

Hawasa: I'll eat, okay ? So, can you leave now?

Yoongi: Not till you finish. I'm more stubborn than you can see.

You surrender. You start eating while Yoongi look at you. He walks to your bed and sits in front of you. Yoongi try to move your hair from your face but you avoid it. You thought he want to hit you.

Yoongi: What's wrong ?

Hawasa: What are you trying to do ?

You cover your head with your hand.

Yoongi: I just want to remove your hair.

You slowly move your hand from your face as you munching your food.

Hawasa: I thought you want to hit me.

He laugh out loud like that the funny thing he ever hear. This is the first time you saw him laughing like that.

Yoongi: Seriously, Hawasa?

You look embarrassed.

Yoongi: Why did you think like that?

Hawasa: Because I used to get beaten. So, that's why i still have that caution. I can't get rid that trauma easily.

Yoongi face get change to sympathy. He also got mad when he know about that.

Yoongi: I'm sorry. I didn't know about that.

Hawasa: It's okay, oppa. Just forget about it.

He accompanies you till you finish eating your food. He want to ask about your past but he is not be able to ask you.

Yoongi: Hawasa, do you want to go somewhere with me?

He asked when he was about to step out from your room. You walk to him.

Hawasa: Going where?

You ask.

Yoongi: Somewhere just you and me.

Hawasa: You're not going to leave me somewhere, right?

You ask in worry. He chuckled and ruffled your hair.

Yoongi: I won't do that. Get ready. I'll wait for you downstair.

You nodding. You quickly change your clothes and go downstairs.

Hawasa: Yoongi oppa, i'm ready.

He look at you and nod. Both of you about to get out when someone talk.

?? : Where are both of you going ?

Both of you turn and saw Jin and Jungkook.

Yoongi: We're going out for some drive.

Jungkook: I'm coming with you two.

Yoongi: Jungkook-ah, can't you give me some private time with Hawasa?

Jungkoom: Absolutely not.

You just smile look at them.

Hawasa: It's okay, oppa. The more the merrier.

Yoongi just nod. Three of you go for some drive. Yoongi drives, Jungkook in the passenger seat and you was at the backseat.

Yoongi: Hawasa, do you mind if i ask you something?

Hawasa: What do you want to ask, oppa?

Yoongi: Can you tell us about your past?

Your smile fade away.

Hawasa: Why do you suddenly ask about that?

Yoongi: Because i think you being too caution around us. When you make a mistake, you will quickly apologize. When you get hurt, you try to hide it. Why, Hawasa?

Jungkook: Are we that bad infront of you?

Hawasa: C-can we just go home?

You said as you try to not break down. You don't want to get reminded about that past. Yoongi stopped the car at the roadside. He and Jungkook turn to look at you.

Yoongi: Hawasa....

Hawasa: If you don't want to take me home, then i'll walk home.

You open the door and walk away. Your step brothers rushing step out of the car. Jungkook and Yoongi follow you from behind.

Jungkook: Hawasa?

Hawasa: Go away.

You told them. Jungkook run to you and stood infront of you. You stopped walking but didn't even look at him. He came closer to you and hold your shoulder.

Jungkook: Hawasa, we just wanna know about you.

Hawasa: There is nothing for you guys to know about me.

You sound so mad. Jungkook takes you into his embrace.

Jungkook: Sorry, Hawasa. It's okay if you are not ready to tell us.

Yoongi just watches from behind and gives signal to Jungkook. Then all of you going home. You just stay silent all the way home.