I am sorry!

"Did Tsubaki told Nichiro san about this?" I asked the woman who was driving the car right now. She was Tsubaki's assistant, Mafuyu Sagnim. She was tall and somewhat handsome even she was a woman. Her facial feature was sharp and her blond hair made her look like a perfect agent or sort.

I wasnt sure how anyone ever found out about the talk between me and Kabura but looking now, I am somewhat glad this all happened and the misunderstanding got cleared.

"No Kazuya sama. I was the one who did this on my own violation". She said while keeping a straight face. 

" Oh. Thank you". I said in a low tone as I was feeling bad for Kabura's condition and expressing my gratitude felt like I also wanted this out of him.

"I live for Tsubaki sama's happiness and to see her smile. And if her happiness is related to you and your relationship with her then I will do anything in my power to ensure this bond". I was taken aback by her bold remark but didnt reply to her.

After that, no words traveled between us. She drove for a half-hour when I realized where we were heading to. It wasnt our apartment but...

...the school.

'Dont tell me..'.

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'Hah..hah...' I was dashing toward the second floor of the dead silent school building. I never imagined that Tsubaki won't have left school since morning.

'What loser I am.' I was cursing myself again for believing what I shouldn't have. I again didnt trust Tsubaki and decided everything on my own.

The last time it all happened, I resolved to always talk to her if something like that happens, yet again...

*Sliickk*. My foot slipped as I collided with the opposite wall of stairs. But I didnt stop and continued moving toward our classroom.

The school guards never stopped me as it seemed the school was totally under the control of Norihito san and right now this misuse of power was more than welcome, as I didnt know what I would have done if I wouldn't have been able to meet her.

*Slide*. I opened the door and saw the dark and empty room looking gloomy and scary.

The dim moonlight was illuminating the room to some extent which helped me to spot a girl sitting on my desk with her head staring out of the window.

I walked toward her and heard her light sobs. My heart quenched in pain as I saw her condition.

She was fidgeting continuously with her fingers intervened together tightly, like she was praying.

I closed our distance and put my hand on hers.

" Ah.." She jerked and immediately looked toward.

Seeing her face, I couldn't help but feel sad and angry on myself.

Her face was full of tears. Her usual cheerful smile was nowhere, only shock and sorrow were only visible.

"Tsubaki I-" She interrupted my words by jumping on me immediately.

My feet got unbalanced but I somehow held her in my embrace.

"I AM SORRY KAZUYA KUN. I. I am really..he...I didnt know he will do some-...I swear I never...please don't leave me. Don't leave me Kazuya kun. I will die...I won't be able to live without you. I love you please believe me. Please...dont abandon me." I never realized how much she loved me and cared for me, and here I was doubting her feelings. 

Soon tears started flowing down my eyes too, as I caressed her hairs trying to soothe her.

" Shh. I won't leave you please calm down Kayo. It was me in the wrong. I should have talked to you please don't blame yourself".

" But I-"

"It was just a misunderstanding so there isn't any point blaming ourselves Kayo. So please for my sake don't cry. I am barely able to hold myself after seeing you like this. It's unbearable to seeing you in this condition. I can't...even tell how am I feeling right now so please Kayo don't do this to yourself". I held her closely in my embrace with her head pressed again my chest.

" Waaaaaahhh". She loudly cried as I continuously tried to calm her down.

Today, I came to realize how much a person could love someone. The feeling of being important to someone, and the feeling to be needed by someone. I felt it all from a single person.

After some, more minutes of continuous weeping, Tsubaki calmed down.

I wiped her tears with my sleeve and handed her the bottle from her bag.

She was reluctant from separating from me so I had to carry her everywhere I moved. 

"Should we go back?" I asked.

"Hmm". A muffled humm came from her, as I started walking downward with Tsubaki on my back and her bag in my hand. My leg was hurting a little, maybe there was a sprain but right now I also didnt want to separate myself from her.

We got inside the car as Tsubaki sat on my lap with her legs thrown on the other seat and face dipped on my chest. I chuckled and after tucking her free fell hairs behind her ear, I gestured apologetically to Mafuyu san for the display.

She gave me a reassuring smile before she started to drive.

On the way, I was continuously running my fingers through her raven smooth hairs which made her fall asleep. She was looking like a cute baby snuggling in my embrace while sleeping with her mouth slightly parted.

My gaze suddenly fell on her fingers which were near her face resting on my body.

All of her fingers had clotted blood and her nails were unevenly shaped. No doubt she was biting them earlier.

I inhaled again in sadness before I looked toward Mafuyu san to ask something. However, she already had a box in her hand which was held toward me.

I took the box which had a (+) sign on it.

With a smile, I said 'Thank you' silently. She read my lips and nodded in return before focusing back on the road.

Carefully I started using antiseptic on her fingers. She frowned in her sleep but luckily didnt woke up. After applying the liquid, I wrapped them in band-aids. 

I was packing the stuff back in the box when I felt her body movement. I stopped my motions when in her sleep she whispered something, which in this whole world I was able to hear...

"I wub you Kazu". I smiled at her and in a soft tone whispered back.

" I love you too Kayo. And I will never leave you again, even you want to I will be your side until the end. " I kissed her head after saying as she smiled in her sleep and snuggled with a 'hmmm'.

'I hope I can say this while you are awake too, Kayo'.

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A/N: Short chapter...sweet chapter. Anyway, drop a like if you are liking the story so far.