Chapter 482

His hand was in a bad state, tattered and filled with blood spots. Why would he choose to inflict such harm on his self?. I was also afraid of bringing up what happened earlier but I am sure that if he talks about it to me, I will no longer be afraid and I will be able to justify his actions, no matter how wrong they are. In these few days, I have grown so fond of him, he definitely does not fill the void that Leo fills, but I do not know where to place him. I am rambling but I am also trying to make a sense of it all in my head too.

For Leo, he has always been a big brother to me, I felt safe and comfortable whenever he was with me because I knew that he is willing to give us his life to ensure mine is safe. For the Elder, I may have grown fond of him, because he is the only one here that I am close to, not like he has done anything special for me. So I can not even classify him to be like Tufa, who I took like a father.

I am still at a loss over it all but while I try to decipher what is happening, I should help treat his injuries too . His eyes were still coated with the herb mixture I made earlier, I looked around the field this time around, the field was only filled with flowers and nothing that could help me out. I decided to go back to the clan and inquire from some people there, maybe they would be able to provide me with some balm to apply on him. I did not let him know of my intentions, I simply told him I would be right back and he did not ask me where I was going,

I was still Walking on eggshells around him because I really do not know his true intentions till this day, he still has not told me the verdict of the proceeding, if it was extended to another day due to the escalation or something else was agreed on. Also I still do not understand why I ended up with him, we are strangers and to be honest, he has not been a very good host to me, a lot of things are heavy on my mind but who do I seek answers from,

I had to be extremely careful while walking back to the clan, because I still did not know the right route, and I definitely do not want to go missing, and no one would know where to find me since I did not tell them where I was going. His brother looked like an open person who would be willing to talk to me with a little coercion, let's not say coercion but like an emotional blackmail. Now that I think about it, blackmail sounds harsh and extreme, bargain is the best word