The shelter again.

Only one thought in my mind, I am going to create the new shelter again. This time I won't forget all the memories that happened to me. I'll bind my eyes so I won't see anyone who tried to reach me anymore in future. I build the shelter again in order to protect my heart, I'm scared some day I might been hurt again. I'll put the key hole inside this time. No one can open it anymore, only my own self can open it. As if I want to open it again '). I'm sick of being left behind. This shelter would help me to stay away from people. Even though its hard and hurt, I'll stay here. Even though I'm scared being alone and I'm scared with myself. I'll make my heart turn to stone and I'll cry when the night come. What can I say? What can I do? This world turn to dark and cold once again. Watching people around walking and living happily so I put a big smile on my face again like the way I did before. Pretending to be strong again.