Chapter 01 Part I : Coffee Breakup

(In New's room)

Alarm clock rang. New was trying to stop the alarm clock. He struggled too much to get off from the bed. After that, he realized that he was having a hangover because of the yesterday's night. He was trying to figure out what he did yesterday. He drank a full cup of nutmeg coffee while watching Tharntype's 11th episode. He also was crying watching the breakup of Tharn and Type. At that time, he didn't even realize that he has an allergic on nutmeg. He forgot that nutmeg will make him high and go crazy. After he remembered those things, New was searching for his phone to check his call log to make sure he didn't call anybody when he was high. The phone was under his bed. He didn't have any idea how it went there. He quickly took his phone and switch on the power button. The lock screen wallpaper was Tim's photo. He was so shocked watching that photo.

Why the hell I put his photo as my lock screen wallpaper? Oh my god! I have to check the call log.

He opened the call log and saw that he called Tim twice. Tim didn't pick up the first call but he answered his second call.

Why did I call him? What did I talk to him? Hope I didn't talk about it to him. No! There is no chance I talk about that thing to him. But I want to know what I did yesterday. Its not in my mind at all. Yesterday Jenny came to my room to discuss about the assignment. She bought me a coffee to make me to stay overnight to finish the assignment but I were watching Tharntype series. After that, I don't know what happened to me. She knew that I have allergic on nutmeg. Why did she gave me that coffee? Okay! Stop thinking a lot. Better you talk about it to Jenny but first of all, I need to find out what did I talked to Tim. So, I need to meet Tim first.

He was rushing himself to get ready for the college. He reached the college. He straightaway headed to library to meet Tim because he know that Tim will be at library on Wednesday morning. He know well about Tim because they are good friends. He know Tim by Tack and Jenny. Tim is the best friend of Tack and they are studying in the same faculty. Tack is childhood friend of Jenny and Jenny is New's bestie. That's how New knew Tim.

Tim was searching for a book at the book shelf. At that moment, New reached him and he got stunned by his outfit and look. He was wearing a slim fit white shirt without inner and a cropped slack.

Why god? Why is he so perfect? Why he didn't wear inner when wearing white shirt? Anybody can see his nipples through it. His oppa hairstyle is just making me go crazy. How I supposed to ask him about it now? I cannot stand here also or else I will lose my control. Better I go to my class now.

Tim saw New playing with his hair in front of him. Tim knocked his forehead and asked "What are you thinking now? Why you are standing here and disturbing me to look at the books? What do you want now?".

New's face turned red and started stammering.

"Yes...ster.....day...."

Tim pulled his cheeks and said " Stop stammering. It's so cute!"

Why did he pulled my cheeks? Why is he saying that I'm cute suddenly. That means something happened yesterday. The lock screen wallpaper and the call history just confusing me. Am I falling for him again? Don't! Please don't! Stop this right now. I don't want to see myself feeling hurtful everyday. My life is complete. I don't want anybody in my life anymore. Please New, don't fall for him.

"No! I just came here to check some books. OMG! I have a lecture now. I have to go to the lecture hall now. Bye! See you again".

Please god, don't make me to meet with him again.

"Okay bye, New. Meet you at the lunch time".

"Ya sure". New rushed to the lecture hall.

How I forget this? I have to meet him at the lunch time. It's all because of Jenny. She was the one who planned to eat lunch with Tim and Tack everyday. Tack is Jenny's friend not mine. He is nothing related to me. Better I need to cut off the lunch plan today. I don't want to meet him.

New reached his lecture hall and sat beside Jenny.

"Why you came late to the class? It's okay, the lecturer also haven't reach the class".

"I met Tim at the library".

"Why did you meet him? Are you dating him? Don't keep it as a secret to me. I won't tell to anyone"

"No! Why I need to date him? I don't like him at all".

"Are you sure? Then,why are you blushing now?"

"No! I didn't blush. Leave it. Why did you gave me the nutmeg coffee to me yesterday? You know that I have an allergic on nutmeg. Then, why did you gave that to me?"

"What? It's that nutmeg coffee? I don't know it was nutmeg. Kai ask me to give that coffee to you".

"KAI!! Why did he do that?"

"I don't know why he asked me to give that to you but I know you guys are not good anymore. I also don't know why you guys are not talking to each other but he also our friend. Don't just avoid him like that".

"I know that, Jenny. I am just going to apologize to him today. I don't want to lose a good friend".

"Okay, that's my boy. The lecturer already came. Come let's study".

(After the class)

"New, did you went high yesterday because of the nutmeg coffee".

"Ya, I don't know what happened yesterday but I called Tim after I became high".

"Ohh! That means something happened with you and Tim. Did you went to his room because he is just staying in front of your room, right? Did you guys have fun?".

"Excuse me, Tim is just a friend to me. There's nothing beyond that. Don't think too much about us".

I just don't want think about him. Why this Jenny is getting on my nerves?

"I cannot eat lunch with you all today. I need to meet Kai. Bye".

"Okay bye, New"

(At the music department)

Kai was practicing to play violin for his music carnival. New was waiting for him in front of his class. After Kai saw New was waiting for him, he just packed all of his stuff and went to meet New.

"New, why did you came here?"

"I just want to have lunch with you"

After Kai heard that, he was on cloud nine. Kai was so happy and went to canteen to have lunch with him. After New sat on the beach in front of him, Kai held both of his hands.

"Did you missed me?"

New was silent for a moment.

"Please don't ask this kind of things to me. I really don't want to get back with you as a lover. But I want to be a good friend to you like we used to".

New held back his hand. A drop of tears dropped from Kai's eye.

"New, I love you. I can't be friend with you anymore".

"Are you serious? It's that love or lust? You just want to have sex with me right?".

"I already apologize to you for that day. I really can't control myself on that day. Sorry for taking advantage of you. But what's wrong with that? You're my boyfriend and I love you so much. That's nothing wrong doing that".

"But I'm not that kind of person. When you taking advantage of me on that day, I feel like there is no love between us. I'm really sorry. I don't love you anymore. It's all finished and I don't want to get back with you".

I love you too, Kai. I love you so much. But I don't want you. I don't want to feel obsessed about you. I'm just hurting myself everyday. Please understand me.

"Do you still remember whenever you feel angry, sad or bored, I will kiss you on your neck? It's okay, if you don't want to tell me the exact reason why you want to breakup with me. I just want to breakup with you now and I don't want to become a friend to you anymore. Sorry, I need to leave now".

Kai just left the place while crying.

This is always happened to me. Love is like a fever to me. It will just stay temporary. After that, it will cure when I eat the medicine called as reality.

-winwin-

Feel free to share your opinions and mistakes that I made in this Chapter 1. Hope you guys enjoy reading this. Chapter 1 part II will be releasing soon. Thank you.

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