My life steps.
the jealousy
the sadness
the doubt
the anger
the madness
the confusion
the hatred
the fuck them all
the carelessness
the nothing really matters
the "what if it does matter"
the "I am a loser"
the "no, them crazy losers"
the fear of loss
the "I got everything, they got nothing"
the headache
the sleep
the end.
It's okay to feel lost, we're human and we have feelings.
Just remember you are perfect the way you are.