Help me

I'm tired, your help is not help, you're not honest with me, and that's how I'll die, by lies. Everything is lies, lies, lies. You're lying, they're all lying, my own life is a lie and I even lie to myself 'cause I'm lost. I'm scared of my own shadow, I'm goin' crazy.

I'm mad as I'm sad.

My sadness is killing me, pushing me down in the hallway of death, and you did nothing to stop that. You just watched me, asking for help, but you never gave me your hand.

You only think about yourself, you're selfish, but that's okay.. It doesn't make me angry...

It just make my sadness more powerfull, and me, I'm powerless, alone, and dying on my bed. But please, don't act like you're sorry for me. You're my friend, I like you, but you're a selfish bitch, and I'm gonna die from it.

If you want to help, even just a little, it's now. And I'm begging you to help me, or at least try.

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30/02/2020