BEING...

Being fall in love with the wrong person or even to someone is impossible to fall in love you too its complicated and you don't have any idea to handle it and all things you can do is just looks forward and think what you going to do about it.

And also, if you do happens have that kind of stuff you need to be ready because it's going to be such a mess for you and you know how I know because I was been there before and I almost lost my mind because of it though.

But I am glad that I could manage it and I only can say to you is not easy to manages that though because even until now I still could have a butterflies whenever I saw them but it doesn't mean I want them to be mine but it's all because we already know to each and we had a lot of memories together and it's difficult to get rid of it.

Love is a very stranges and complicated things to handle in this life and if you can't manage it and I assure you that you will get drawn by it and it's really going too difficult for you to be back to the surface. So that's why when your feelings that something not going your way just try to stupid right away or you will get drawn by it.

And I am happily could say that I passed that time and now I got someone that I love and I want to spend my time together so it's all my work after all these years is not waste and I am really thankful for you because you come to my life, my love Stevie.