A painful death

At night at the river side.

My mind is slowly slipping away as my body becomes submerged in water under the beautiful moon light . I thought to myself what has led me up to this. What did I do that was so wrong in my life as I drowned. Befor I hit rock bottom I gaze at his face one last time I look at his pure blue eyes soft red hair. As i question is this what he wanted does he truly want me dead. he smirked and turned his head left slowly as he walked away. My heart is broken I pleaded let me live one last time I beg of u.