chapter 13

we both laughed,

I now opened up to Collins about Sandra and how I sent away two girls just because of Sandra's influence.

Collins: Guy na you dey talk this thing, wait... wetin this sandra girl give you self

me: you no go understand guy. all my life, no girl as rejected me the way sandra did

Collins: don't worry She'll come back to you

Collins left when a call came into his phone.

I was alone thinking my life out all because of sandra

One thing led to the other and sandra and I became friends.

though it wasn't an easy task as she was really a reserved person and wouldn't want to come close or even start up a conversation with me in the first place

it actually took me my strength and effort and money but yet she wasn't this type that was after money so matter how i was spending, she wasn't moved

She only had one friend named Stacy who wasn't in our department, she will always be alone during lectures till it's time for break then She'll leave to meet this her friend

their friendship was so close to the point that some days, stacy will leave her class and come learn with us just to keep her friend company

I really liked the way this two were close and even like sisters

you'll only know that loveth can joke and laugh when she is around Stacy otherwise she will be very calm and reserved

maybe she came close to me so she wouldn't be lonely while in class

i was actually enjoying her company

she was really a nice person, for the first time I'm having and intimate feeling towards someone in my entire life.

my feelings towards Sandra was developing as days goes by

to the point she will always come to my house since i was going staying around school, while she waits for her friend to finish her lecture so they can go home together

One day, she told me that her room mate stacy traveled and she will be left alone in the room

i asked if she will mind coming to my house, at first she was shy and declined but i assured her that i wasn't going to hurt her because i really loved her

It was always hard for her to tell me that she loved me too but i could figure it in her eyes even though she does not say it out

That day, after school, we both went to my house

she was scared all though but she also wanted to come know my house too

the scary part was that she was going to spend the night there

I never asked her if she was a virgin because she had always never wanted to talk about her personal and relationship life

i assumed that since i was a bad person before she joined us in the school, maybe she is trying not to get too exposed to me

That night as we finished all the movies and video games, around 10pm, i was feeling somehow so i needed to go and either take my shower to calm me down or make my advancement. though sleeping with her wouldn't be like others cause everything is out of love

I told her that I'm feeling dizzy and needed to go catch some sleep