Chapter 3: Whats Wrong With Me?

While they continued to stare at me there was multiple situations going on in my head. I started to get annoyed so I decided to speak up "what do you want" they started to whisper to each other until the man finally spoke "we was wondering if you were willing to share some of that food you have in that bag". Thats all he said 'how do they know it was a food in the bag? it's a completely black bag' I just stare at them for a little before replying "there's a convenient store just a up ahead you can get food there" I point right behind them. 'Why would they ask me for my food if they could've just just went into the store right after I left instead of following me'. As they was quietly talking to each other my hand was slowly going to my waist 'wait what am I doing they didn't do anything wrong why was I going for a knife' other than that they didn't reply to me "hey are you listening" they only looked my way and nodded to each other and they started walking off. For some reason what they did pissed me off why was I getting angered by such things.

But as I was watching them walking away I felt like something wanted to come out making me itchy but whatever was happening I let it consume me grabbing knife and sprinting towards the old man. they wasn't that far away from me but I was sure that it will take about 8 seconds to reach them but it only took 3 by the time I realized I was already grabbing the man by his head and the knife was already at his throat. I quickly sliced his throat for some reason killing that man made my heart thump and beat faster I then look at the girl who witnessed what happened. She was probably in shock seeing as it all happened so fast. I grab her by the throat I could tell she was scared "hehehe" my eyes clearly show enjoyment as my black eyes were shining bright I could see my reflection in her eyes I could see why she is scared but I thrust the knife in her chest multiple times.

*SHINK SHINK SHINK...*

"Hehehehe" I continue to laugh as I threw her body on the floor and then everything went dark.

(unknown amount of time later)

Getting up I felt like my head was being split apart I kept on thinking on how I got home I clearly remembered talking with some a man and a woman. I kept on trying to think of what happened 'damn what's wrong with m-' in the middle of thinking to myself it came to me clear as day I remembered to the last second before everything went pitch black. Just remembering what happened made my body shake not out of disgust but out of sheer excitement 'what's wrong with me I didn't want to do that It just happened and happened so fast I-'. Thinking and started touching my face 'my gas mask is gone!' I started looking all over my room 'I don't even remember taking off the gas mask' now that I think about it how exactly did I get here.

I stared thinking of possibilities of how I got here 'could it have been that I never killed those two people and it was all just a dream' now that's definitely a possibility.

*CLINK CLINK*

As I was thinking to myself I heard my door trying to get open. I get up from my bed and put my hand on one of the knifes just in case 'one of my knifes are missing so killing those two people wasn't a dream after all..' I still can't think of a reason on how that happened 'I felt my body wanting to move like something wanted to be let out of a cage I could've stopped it I could have stopped myself and not have let that feeling consume me but it felt too good and I didn't want to get rid of that feeling'.

*ERRR*

Hearing the door open helps gets me out of my thoughts I grip my knife ready to fight if needed. But once the door opens I see someone that gives me the feeling of happiness and anger. The feelings of happiness is because she's my childhood friend who I haven't talked to since she rejected me which brings the angry part. She rejected me knowing I liked her I told her many times when we was in high school and the day of graduation I decided I really wanted to be with her forever she was my first love but that's not how she felt.

(Flashback)

I kept thinking if I should really do this 'everything is going to be alright she already knows I like her anyway and she probably wanted me to ask her out for years already haha'. I kept talking to myself to get hyped 'alright I got this' I decided to text her and told her to meet me in the gym. It only took her about 6 minutes to get here "she probably already knows why I wanted to meet her" I said in a low voice. "Hey August what's up?" I look up to see her walking towards me "oh Sarina your here" 'damn this is harder than I thought' I felt sweat dripping down my neck "well duh you told me to come" alright just say it and get it over with. "Well alright...Sarina would you be my girlfriend?" simple as that im not going to make this any harder on myself "oh...oh!" I look at her with a confused look 'what's up with that reaction' I continue to look at her and waited for her reply "sorry August I'm currently in a relationship" it took me a second to register what she said but despite the surprised look on my face I was furious 'you knew that I liked you all this time and instead of telling me you don't have any romantic feelings for me you get a boyfriend still knowing that I liked you.' While I was yelling inside my head I could see Sarina was talking but I couldn't hear her until I stopped talking to myself inside my head "do you wanna meet him?" that's all I heard her say so I could only reply with "what?" if you listen closely you could hear the annoyance in my voice but she didn't hear it because she didn't care.

(Present)

When I noticed it was Sarina I immediately covered up the knives with the hoodie "oh August your awake" after she said that she started looking at me weird "why you making that face? hahaha" I then realized I don't have the gas mask on and she could see my facial expressions but I already knew what face I was making...it was a look of disgust.

To Be Continued~