Chapter 119

"you don't even know" she said with such sadness I wanted to punch myself for upsetting her. I crawled behind her on the bed and wrapped my arms around her and pulled her to me so that her back was against my chest. She sighed and turned in my arms so she would face me.

"tell me baby" I said softly, wanting to know why i upset her "What did I do?"

"I can't Ethan" she said and rolled away from me standing up room the bed "I don't know how"

"You can tell me anything Lily, don't you trust me?"

"it's not about that don't try to turn this on me" she said angrily "it's your fault anyway"

"What did I do?"

"God damn it think about it Ethan. Haven't you noticed anything different these past few days"

"You're wearing perfume" I said and chose not to tell her about the mood swings she's been having "And you're eating more"

"and I've been puking my guts out constantly but you don't know that." she said "What do these things tell you"