My Girlfriend Is a Porn Actress, I'm One of Her Cameramen

With my girlfriend being a porn actress, I'm always conflicted with staying with her. But the longer we stay together, the more I realize just how much it hurts to be with her. It also doesn't help that I'm one of her cameramen. Should I try to fix our relationship? Can our relationship even be fixed? Maybe it's time I...break up with her? Book cover was taken from: https://wallpaperforu.com/girl-wearing-cat-ear-hoodie-anime-illustration-wallpaper-anime-girls-mx-shimmer/amp/.