10 Xandra Pov

After college, I went on a date with Robio. We went shopping

"Look at this bag, do you like the model of this bag?" Robio showed me the bag.

"Yes, I like it." I just answered modestly, because honestly I don't like bags with that model, it's not my taste.

" That is very cool."

" Yes."

One day, I went on a date with Robio. It made me feel like I wasn't myself, being in this place felt so uncomfortable for me, going on a date with him was so difficult I really wanted to go home.

"As long as you're away from me, where are you staying?"

"I'm hmm with my best friend."

" Who?"

"Hmm, someone's a good person."

"Is that so?"

" Yes!" I nodded enthusiastically.

"Be honest with me, are you uncomfortable going on a date with me?"

"I'm comfortable, I like it very much." Although I honestly don't feel comfortable going on a date with him, it seems very different to me going on a date with Henryk.

I feel weird when he stops at the supermarket.

" Where are you going?"

"Tonight, we will play hot."

I gulped my saliva, a little worried. After seeing him enter the supermarket, I opened the car door and ran out of the car. I ran as fast as I could.

" Xandra."

"Henryk!!"

I hugged him tightly, terrified. I'm so scared of I had sex with Robio. I'm afraid I can't relax and it will definitely hurt a lot.

"Why are you running like that?"

"I'm scared, really."

"What's the matter? Tell me what happened to you."

"Robio, he wants to have sex with me. I don't want to."

I clearly saw Henryk, who was very surprised. He put his arm around my shoulder and took me away to his car.

"I admit, I was used to having sex with him, but at that time, I loved him. If now he and I have sex, I'm afraid it will hurt because I can't relax."

"Because you don't love him?"

" Yes."

"Because you love me."

"hah?!"

I was surprised and turned to him with a confused face.

"I mean, because you love Aldyn."

" I don't know."

I leaned my head on the chair.

" Have you eaten?"

"already."

"Okay, come home soon?"

" Yes. I feel so tired."

I just realized, how can he know my existence in this place? Is he following me?

"You really are a stalker, Henryk."

"I followed you, I know you're not okay going with him. So I followed you."

Quite surprised by his confession, I think it will take time for me to force him to admit what he did.

"Because I love you, Xandra."

" Thanks."

I only answered briefly.

"Sorry, if what I said in the toilet sounded harsh, but I do love Robio."

"Robio or Aldyn?"

" I don't know."

I rebutted his question and fell fast asleep leaning back in the car seat.

"Night, Xandra."

"ummm."

I felt a thick blanket covering my body, he dressed me in the blanket very well.

" Thanks."

" What for?"

"Because you've been so good to me."

He just laughed and turned his attention back to driving.

"Will Aldyn give you a new car or house if you treat me well?"

"Not. I think this is good."

"Is there a man who does good to his best friend's lover?"

Henryk was silent. He couldn't answer my question and refocused on driving.

"Henryk, you hit Thei?"

"Um, yes."

"You have a relationship with him?"

"Um, yes, friend."

"Are you two very close?"

"Not as close as me and Aldyn. Why?

"How come Thei knows you while I don't know you? That is weird."

"I know Thei from Aldyn."

"That means Aldyn is close to Thei?"

"Um, maybe. I don't really understand their relationship."

"Do you think Aldyn has a relationship with Thei?"

Henryk frowned. He looked at me confused.

"What kind of relationship do you mean? Friend?"

"Lover."

"Don't know, how about you find out for yourself about their relationship?"

"But, it doesn't matter to me if they have a relationship. Most importantly, right now, Aldyn loves me."

Henryk laughed. He stroked my hair.

"You are very funny."

Henryk took me to the ice cream shop.

"Hey, why did you bring me here?" I smiled happily.

"Because I want to buy a scoop of ice cream for you."

"Yeah, I'm very happy. Thank you, Henryk."

"Come on, let's go in."

The two of us entered the shop and ordered ice cream.

"two ice creams with oreo chips."

I smiled happily and looked at him in surprise.

"Hey, how do you know what I like? Did Aldyn tell you?"

Henryk just smiled and shrugged his shoulders while his gaze mocked me.

"You suck."

"I won't tell you that easily. OK, let's sit down."

After placing our order, we sat on the bench and waited for our order to arrive.

"Aldyn tells you a lot about me, doesn't he?"

" No. Don't you remember, I was a spy?"

"and a stalker."

A service person came to bring two scoops of ice cream for us.

" Thanks."

I ate the ice cream with passion, making my lips stained with ice cream, then Henryk's soft hand wiped the ice cream stain on the corner of my lips.

"You have to eat it slowly."

"Thank you Aldyn."

"hah?"

"Sorry, I meant Henryk. Thank you for helping me wipe my lips."

Henryk laughed and he went back to eating his ice cream.

"Do you know why ice cream tastes so good?"

" Why?"

"Because the masses defend quickly. He couldn't last long. Just like humans, the more he loves and gives great affection, the masses will not survive long."

"Hey, you can't talk like that. It's like you asking other people to be mean, so they can survive longer."

"No, my aim is not that kind of thing."

I saw his lips that were stained with ice cream and made me hand him a tissue.

"Wipe the ice cream stain."

He smiled at me.

" Do it for me."

I furrowed my brows at him with an annoyed look.

" Do it yourself."

I put the tissue roughly on the table and went back to eating my ice cream.

"I already did it for you. Why don't you want to do it for me too? That's so unfair, hey.

I stuck out my tongue, teasing him, and then went back

I was very surprised to hear Robio's voice and made my ice cream spoon fall. He looked at me with a sharp look.

"Ro-Robio?"

"Go home!"

Robio pulled my hand tightly. So violently that it made my body shiver with fear, I looked at Henryk with a frightened look.

"I won't let you off the hook again, this time."

I was really scared and went with him to his car.

"Where are you taking me to?"

"Wherever I want."

His grin and deep voice scared me even more.

"How did you find out where I am?"

"Did you forget, our phones are connected?"

Unlucky!! Why did I forget that I should have turned off my GPS? That is so annoying. I just stood in the car and my eyes saw a white plastic bag.

" What's this?"

I took the plastic bag and saw what was inside.

" Condom!!"

I was surprised to see the red box which was still neatly wrapped. I was really made to tremble with goosebumps. I put the plastic bag back on the car dashboard.

"Robi."

He doesn't care about my calling, it seems he is very angry with me tonight.

"Robio, are you sure you want to do this with me?"

Arriving at the mansion, he dragged me out of the car and carried me like a baby koala.

"Young master, would you like to eat something?"

"Just prepare warm water for me."

"Okay, young master."

"Put it in front of my room."

" Of course."

I, who was still in his arms, just squeezed his shoulder and asked to be lowered, but he refused me and didn't put me down.

"Robio, I'm sorry."

He sat me on the bed, the smell of the room made me calm. He really likes to use aromatherapy candles.

"Robio, are you still angry with me?"

I saw him busy taking off his clothes, now his perfect body was clearly in front of my eyes, a body that all women want to date him, has small muscles in his stomach. He did that after knowing that I don't like big muscles.

"Robi?"

He took off my clothes, forcefully. Now we are naked, he pulls me to sit on his lap. I looked into his eyes.

"Why are you doing this to me?"

" Because I love you! Stupid girl."

He kissed my lips and crushed them. I heard a sound like a box being opened and made my body tense and very scared.

We had sex in two rounds. I sleep in his arms.

"You know, I love you so much, Xandra? Do you know the reason I go on blind dates with every girl?"

"Because you're afraid of losing me."

"You're a girl who gets bored easily. I don't want you to get tired of receiving love from me. But, what are you doing Xandra? You're on a date with him."

with his sparkling eyes, he looked at me, almost crying.

"Why don't you understand my feelings? Is it hard to love me, just me?"

I looked away from him but he held my face, looking into my eyes, pleading

"Look at me, Xandra. So that you always see the man who always makes you sigh. Look into my eyes Xandra."

I looked into his eyes.

"Forget the past, open your heart to me Xandra.I love you, Xandra."

both his hands tightly wrapped around my waist

"Don't leave me, okay? Promise me."

I just sighed and didn't answer his question. We both kissed again.