Chapter 3

As we went to mom's room we saw dad holding my mom's hand and I did not expect that my mom is in the ICU holding for dear life I went inside the room and the nurse blocked me since I did not wear the suit that is required to be worn when you will go inside the ICU.

My eyes get teary I cried seeing my mom in a situation like this I just can't why would this happen to us the house? My mom? Why is everything taken away from me?! Why?! Why?!

I crouched beside the door and I cried my brother tries to comfort me but I just can't accept this I know this is the reality but it's too much I can't

"Ella…go inside and say goodbye to mom for the last time please?" As I raise my head and I saw my dad crying and went inside the ICU

"Mom a-re you really going to leave now?" I grab my moms hand and pressed it into my face her hands are so cold and she was breathing heavily she got a lot of tubes supporting her I feel sad seeing my mom like this.

"Ella I am not… I will be always in your heart loving you and guiding you" she smiled at me and I hugged her so tight as if it is the last like there's no tomorrow.

I saw my brothers went inside too and we hugged our mom she was so precious like a gem that we lost her all in a sudden without knowing that the illness is within her already, the doctor said it was in her genes it specifically rare cause it does not really link through the genes but my mom's genes has cancer and when I was tested I did not have cancer.

The nurse let us out because she said it was too crowded it is dangerous for the patient in the ICU but before we were sent out I quickly grab my mom's jade bracelet I know that it was special for her but she's also special for me when I got it I kept it on my bag and in that moment I heard a beep sound on the machinee.

They tried to revive her and we were outside I was banging on the window shouting "mom please hold on! Hold on mom! Pleasee! I want you to see me graduate and see my achievements!" But she didn't she died I cried out loud in the hospital as my mom was replacing her white bracelet into red one "good bye mom I love you" as I mumbled.

When mom was transferred to morgue I directly went into the bathroom and when I saw myself in the mirror my eyes are bulging I washed them and I cried again I just can't stop my tears and I wiped it with tissue and redo my make up and I looked pretty again but broke so broke.

When I was done I saw immediately my brothers face staring at me and my dad is in the corner facing me with a problematic and sad face.

"What's wrong dad? Nathan? Andrew? What? Where's mom?" I started to cry again but this time they gave me handkerchief for all those times that I cried hard no one ever gave me this shit…Tsk!

"Why didn't you gave me this one earlier? Huh?" As I chuckled and my brother hugged me tightly and I hugged him back and cried on his shoulder he's patting my back slowly

"It's gonna be fine Ella mom said right that she will be in your heart and she will guide you as you run through your life right?" As I looked up with my blurry sight because of my tears and his sweatshirt is full of my tears and snots HAHAHHAHA his face looks disgusted at me

"Shut up Nathan its your fault…psh" as I grabbed his handkerchief and wiped it on my face and he removed his sweatshirt and tie it onto his waist as I look up he's hot actually…sheet!!

"Your so hot Nathan I wish your not my brother cause u can be my daddy" as I mumbled on my self with my pervert face its so embarrassing shit!

"Oh really? Your daddy?" Shit! Was that loud? As he tried to lift up his shirt to reveal his 6 pack abs shit! I wanna see it!!

"Stop it you incentive children! You are siblings idiots!"my dad spanked Nathan and me but mine was slowly and Nathan's was a punch HAHAHAHA

"Hehehe sorry dad he's not my type ew! I just love his abs! Hehe" as I winked on my dad and smiled on him and dad pats my head slowly I can see the sadness in his eyes I wanna make him smile but ai am broke too but I just can't bring positivity when I am down myself.

"Children where are your things?" As my dad wiped his tears he cried I know he did

"Its on my car dad… how about yours?" Dad grabbed his large bag and I saw mom's bag too I quickly ran into mom's bag I wanna treasure her things forever

"Daddy can I have mom's things?" I started to cry again and leveled on me and he hugged me tightly and gave me something from the bag it was a large paper bag with a letter inside

"Honey this is the last thing that your mom wished before she died she said that I will give that to you after she died Ella. She was ready for everything that will happen honey she was preparing for it really I-I d-don't know what to do if sh-" my dad was stuttering because of pain he is experiencing right now I know it's so difficult for him and for us right now but we will try to live as we used to before but without our mom

"Shh… just let it out dad. Dad we are here" As I signaled my brothers to hug my father and after he cried he said that mom's wish too is to bring her things with her in her funeral she said she wanna bury her things with her

"As we bless her in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit may her soul rest in peace and enter the kingdom of God. Amen" As the father blessed her and we throw flowers as she was dragged down by the men who buried my mom

We were wearing white T-shirts at that time because my mom liked white color it is her favorite color and we got balloons and let it flew into the skies

"Darling Janice we are going to miss you please be safe where ever you are right now. Don't mind us we are healthy and safe be in peace Darling I will always love you dear" As my dad kissed her picture and return it to place it is so windy that my hat almost flew away I get a hold of it tighter

"Dad lets go back to car the skies are so dark I think it will rain soon" Nathan insisted to go back to the car and dad was still crying he was wiping his tears and went inside the car

"Who's gonna drive now why are we all on the back seat?" Andrew spouts as I closed the door in the car

"Me!" As I raised my hand and smiled cutely hoping that they would agree that I will drive hehe

"Tsk.Tsk the bad driver is insisting again. No dear better luck next time" as my brother slides his hands through my hair and raised his finger, what a proud b*tch fine he's the best driver duh.

"Fine! You are the best driver duh!" As I raised my finger back at him and mouthed 'f*ck u' and he mouthed back 'you too' and wink

"Its okay Ella he was just stating a fact" As Andrew sits in what's wrong with this guys?! What's their trip on me huh?! What an unlucky day is it!