Sherwin felt that it was he who should have suffered not Eleen.
However, there was no such thing as regret in this world.
Even if Sherwin regretted it, it wouldn't change anything.
He sat on the ground, and cried for a long time, then he stood up again and said: "No! I can't sit here and cry. Only I can support Eleen now."
"If I fall too, she will have no one to lean on."
"That's right. I have to be stronger, I have to become a strong shoulder for her to lean on."
"I don't need to stay in this place filled with suffering anymore. Tomorrow, Eleen and I will move to a remote countryside to live."
"In that place, no one will know about me and Eleen's past."
"There, Eleen and I will live a new life, and have a new beginning."
"Wait! I can also bring the cats with me. In a rural area, you can adopt as many dogs or cats as you like."
"I will do any job to make a living, I will work as a farmer…"