31. Chapter 31

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Mumbai duo house

Abhirika and daya along with rajvi having morning refreshment, with some light talks, its clearly shows tarika she is missing kids

Tarika: jitna kaho… bacho ke bina ghar kaali lakthi hai…

Abhi: wo tho hai… dekthe dekthe 3no ajanak bada hogay, muje abi bi ache se yaad hai ki yara bas itni choti thi, pehle bar mei usse hospital mei mila…

Daya: haan tab tum mission mei tha…

Tarika(chuckling): mei kabi nahi bulungi, tum utni choti bachi ko pehle bar dekar kaise react kiya,tumare aake shreya se bade hogay excitement mei… tum usse hath mei leneko bi dar raha tha… mei tumare hath ko adjust karke rakne ke bath bi hath itna tadapa ki… uss samay itna innocent deeka tum…

Purvi: haan bichare dada, yara pehli just born baby thi jho dada hath mei liya… ayu ki janam samay bi wo mission mei the ek mehne bath hi aya…

Rajat (teasingly): per ayu ki janam ki samay gabrahat papa ko nahi uski mamma ko hua… jho usse deker bola "rajat yeh itna chota hai kahi meri hath se gir gay tho" (mimicking her, all laughed, purvi lightly snubbed)

Tarika: haan haan tum bathe math banao… muje achi se yaad hai purvi ki delivery… purvi se zayada tum roya… (all were smiling except purvi, all know the reason of her sadness, when she felt she can't hide anymore)

Purvi: mei abhi aya… (she left the place)

Rajat: chahe jitna saal beete… purvi usskeliye muje kabi maaf nahi karpaygi… na uss hathse ko bulpaya…

In lawn

Purvi sat all alone, she remembered the time, the butterfly period of her life, she was on cloud nine when she came to know about her pregnancy, more than rajat purvi aware of lonely life, she always carved to have someone with her blood, though rajat filled her life with love, the emptiness was still unoccupied, but now she was so happy now…. When doctor said about happiness filling their life… she was jumping want to share with him

In evening

She was walking to and foe though he reached home prior than normal time, but it seems more than year for her, even before he enter she gave him bone crushing hug who was surprised with the hug….

Rajat: are are purvi… kya hua tume… aise halat mei tume aram karna chayiye (he made her sit in couch)

Purvi: chodo aram waram… rajat you know I am pregnant

Rajat: purvi 3 hafte pehle hi muje patha hai… we even celebrated it… ab tum aise bolrahe ho jaise tum pehle bar muje batarahe ho (he said rolling his eyes)

Purvi: haan pehle bar (rajat looking her she is not lying) rajat humare ghar mei ek nahi do do kushi ane wale hai… I am pregnant with twins (she hugged him tight, rajat was dumb struck, he could not gasp the happiness crushed her with hug)

Rajat: such (she shook her head, rajat gave kiss in forehead)

Purvi: meine decide karliya… ek beta aur ek beti… beti meri tara aur beta tumare tara

Rajat: abse muje ek aur purvi ko bi jeelneki practice karna padega

Purvi(pulling his shirt): kya matlab tum muje jeelte ho (both laughed and hugged each other)

Gradually months passed purvi excitement for children grown wider, she used to shop for her twin, so no one allowed in home with one set of baby things, cid team also equally pampered her. Until the day arrives, the labor pain chorused with ambulance siren… she have been taken to city hospital, where all cid team members present, rajat was really disturbed, he feels something from morning, which is not so good, he phasing in corridor with tension, someone held his shoulder, rajat immediately hugged her tight, with wet eyes

Rajat: tarika tumne dekha wo kitna roya… muje bahut gabrahat horaha hai

Tarika: rajat! Shant delivery samay yeh sab normal hai…

Rajat: patha nahi tarika… muje bahut dar laktha hai… tumare delivery mei jho hua(his body shivered, tarika could realize he was scared) tarika muje subha se kuch tik nahi lagrahe hai

Tarika: rajat jho meri sath hua, yeh zaroorth nahi sabke sath wahi oh… tum chinta math kar

The same time they heard loud crying voice, smile crept in everyone face, rajat wiped his tears, nurse came with baby followed by doctor… all excited to see the baby

Doctor: congratulations beta hai….

Rajat: purvi kaise hai

Doctor(taking deep breath): dekiye inspector generally hume sawal hi nahi paida hothi, per ab situation aise hai ki we came here to know your reply… (rajat heart bumped fast, all were tensed) officer apki biwi ki pehle delivery successful rahe, per unki second delivery mei complications hogay, hume maa ya bache mei kissi ek ko hi bacha payege (rajat felt like he lost ground under him, his heart broken in to pieces) usually aise situations mei hum sawal nahi karthe we without doubt will choose to save mother… but yahan problem yeh ki patient kud apni baby ko bachana chate hai… so now we are leaving option with you.. ap kya chate hai

Everyone know this was the toughest phase to choose, and now purvi made the option worst by already deciding what she wants… all were silent left rajat to take up decision on his own… now its question between his wife and child… no one have right to suggest as more than that they don't want to make him more difficult to chose

Doctor: agar ap chahe tho hum patient ki wish puri….

Rajat(cut off): muje apni biwi chayiye… ap meri wife ko bachalijiye… muje yeh bache nahi chayiye…

Doctor got the reply what they want, rajat sat in chair, in some moment the operation room light went off, he know she silently closed her eyes, before her voice could ever reach in world… "Her birth certificate and death certificate was written in same pen" doctor came out….

Rajat(with pale broken voice): beti hai na doctor (everyone heart pinched, doctor shook his head with sad smile) kya mei ek bar deksakta hoon usse… (with pleading eyes) please

Doctor gave nod, man brought her before taking to morgue, rajat got her in hand, tears flowed in cheeks, he saw her, breathless love…

rajat: apki maa tik thi ap bilkul uspe hai, uski jaise pyari aake per wo kolne se pehle hi band kardiya meine, papa ko maaf karenge na, ap gussa ho na papa apki maa chunliya… itni bura papa ko dekne se beter ap apni aake band kardiya… per papa apse bahut pyar kiya, maa se zayada sapna sajaya apko lekar.. per I am sorry beta muje apki maa ko bachana hai, uske samne apke upar ke pyar hargay… we love you lot

he gave kiss in her forehead, the first and last meet of both wet eyes looked her last time, before she was taken from him, he one last time felt her cold skin, broken down completely… after sometime, he composed himself moved back to purvi ward, where she sit lifeless, she is responding for no one, her eyes were dry enough, he came in with remaining strength

rajat: purvi

But he stopped with tight slap, all are shocked to see her reaction, rajat with palm in cheek stood silently

purvi(shouting): kyun kiya aise… bolo kyun… mahan ho sapko sabit kardiya ki tum apni biwi ko bahut pyar kiya ki apna bache tak kurban karsate hai (she hit him in chest hard once again) kyun liya yeh decision meri poocha bahar… kyun mara meri beti ko… kya begada uss nanni jaan ne tumara haan…

she hit him vigorously, rajat simply stood until she expel all her anger on him, tears flowed from both eyes, rajat himself felt guilty for being failure to save her, he should have asked doctor to save both but he being so selfish only cared about his wife… the dream of welcoming her was shattered, now he cant say to his wife that "she is rebirth of my mother" he cant dream about her marriage all his life, he will not have pleasure of worry about her "vidaai"…

the days passed it has been one month but purvi never had normal talk with rajat, who carved to be with her, want to lie in her lap, cry his heartout, share the pain with her... he sat in hospital room, where she deliberately avoiding him concentrating on baby in her hand, rajat simply sat next to her, with pleading eyes for her one look, the door got open, smile curved in purvi face to see person, she hugged him tight, who caressed her head

purvi: dada…

abhijeet: kaise hai meri pari (she did not reply, rajat looked down) so yeh raha rajkumar…(asked looking the little kid cuddling in mamma chest, purvi gave sweet smile looking him and gave to abhijeet) kaise ho rajat

who all these time looking his son who is cuddling, he almost forgot the world with sweet smile, came back to world with his senior voice

rajat: mei tik hoon sir… (Gave look to purvi who turned her face)

abhijeet(sad smile): acha… ek bath patha hai rajat, apni duk chupane se kaam nahi hotha..

purvi(bitterly): kaam kiya hi aise…

abhijeet: kaise bathe kar rahe ho purvi(she burst out tears with pain abhijeet hugged her, silent tears flowed in rajat eyes) purvi(he caressed her hairs) tume sirf yeh dikrahe hai ki rajat usse kodiya… per kya tum kab yeh socha ki wo tume bachanekeliye usse kodiya (she looked him with wet eyes) rajat keliye be yeh faisla aasan nahi tha wo bi utna hi sapna sajaya hoga jitna tum sajaya… per wo kartha bi kya ussko apni pyar ke samane aur kuch nahi dikaya… (looking in her eyes) tume patha hai na maa ke bina zindagi katna kitni mushkil hai… kya tum yeh chata hai ki rajat usse bachakar dono bacho ko bina maa palne ke saza de… purvi mei manthi hoon tumne jho koya wo bahut keemati hai… per uskeliye tum saza kissi beguna ko nahi desakti… rajat bi utna hi dard sehna jitna tum… purvi tum samjdar ho… rajat ko ab tumare zaroorath hai jitna adhersh ki…

He pattered her head left the room leaving her to think, rajat about to move she held his hand, pulled him towards her, who in minute hugged her so tight, his sobbing formed in cry with her hug, he expelled himself in front of his love

Rajat: mei jan boojke kuch nahi kiya… muje tume nahi khona hai yar… janam se maa ki moo tak nahi deka, apne beta ko bi wahi halat nahi dena jho mei sehna… muje tume kona nahi hai purvi… (purvi hugged him so tight)

Present

With loud tone rajat came back to reality, all were silent

Rajat: usske bath wo muje apnaya tho zaroor per kabi vishwas nahi karpaya… agar kiya hotha wo dusre bache keliye mangay hothi…

Tarika(with fresh tone): chalo yeh sab bathe ko chodo… mei jaake lunch ready karthi hoon… abhi meri sasumaa ka bi phone ayege… ki apni badepapa ki diet chart dene keliye (making face) meri asali saas hothe wo bi mujpe itna atyachar nahi karthi jho yeh kar rahe hai… aare vacation gayi tho jana hai na wahan se call kareke menu batanaki zaroori hai kya

Purvi(teasingly): kya kare uski absence ki faida utakar tum usski babepapa jho bahut masoom hai unne torcher kiya tho (all busted in laughter)

Tarika(throwing cushion): mujse aur nahi hoga jaldi se jaldi usse sasural pack karna padege

Purvi: itna takleef math uto, bagal wale villa ko issliye karedegay ki, tume shift karne ki takleef na utane pade….

Tarika: huh yeh duno saas bahu se kabi chutkara nahi milegi muje

Purvi(making sad face): kabi expect bi math karna (burst in laughted)

The day in Mumbai went light… with silly fight and memories

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Signing of katiiy